Jun 04, 2001 17:03
Just wait til your heart breaks and you'll know how I felt when I wrote this song.... This song's for stupid girls
manalive, its been awhle. Well, it was the ball this past weekend and I had a good time.. Joelle finally got to hang out with a few of us, Angkhane(the dancing disaster :P ) Mikeeee!, Mindy, shiela, Rob, Jamola, Naif and Katie. Definatly have to throw the finger up to Mike with naif again hehe just kidding buddy, you know we love ya even if ya are a spoil sport ( needs to get laid, yep yep yep ) Anyways, besides being sick and Joelle not feeling well I think it was cool. Didnt get any time alone with her but oh well, I still enjoyed it.
Anyways, I really miss some people. Havnt been able to hang out with Adam or Joel in a mad long time and its irratating. Espeicailly with end of the year stuff and what not.
The thing is I've been having really wierd dreams latly and they are freaking me out. One seemed kinda normal, I was just laying in bed and Joelle happened to be there sleeping and that was cool but then I get up and there a baby in a crib right next to the bed so that really freaked me out. Another one was of Joel and Adam and they were just chilling and then mookie comes up and totally kills them, I swear to god Im having the freakest dreams ever. I think the wierdest one was one with Joelle in it, we were just walking around some streets and then she pushed me up against the wall and was all over me, then fucking stabs me with a knife.... I must stop having soda before bed because these dreams are messing with my head.
Anyways, 4 days of school left so its really down to the line. I dont know what Im gonna do anymore. I love you all.