Brokeback broke me
Well I'm 41 and have seen so many movies I cannot count since I'm a fan of movies and have watched most every movie I can from silent films to current movies over the years and addicted to channels like TCM and so forth. Well, last night I finally saw Brokeback Mountain. I was crying so hard at the end I was embarrassed to walk out until everyone left. I could not sleep most of night and today while meeting my parents for what was supposed to be a good time at Gateway lodge I kept breaking down and crying thinking of those shirts and postcard posted in that closet and so many other aspects of this movie. I am going back to see sometime this week because I was never so moved by a movie in my lifetime. I spent most of day reviewing the movie in my mind trying to see why it effected me with such emotion I cannot explain as I am wriiting this I'm crying and not sure why. This has certainly made me sort of sad today and so appropriate since weather was so dreary also. My poor mother could not figure out how to make me smile today I felt so badly for ruining our short visit. Well, I cannot write more now but if anyone knows why this has affected me so much please give your opinion I'm curious to other peoples reactions. Joe