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IHATECHELSEAGREER....SHEISDUMB....ILOSTMYTRAINOFTHOUGHTBECAUSEOFHER....STUPIDGIRL
anyways last night I had one of the most amazing talks with my fiance. she is so amazing when it comes to anything that troubles me. We talked for 8min45sec.ny how I remember how long we talked for. well my bracelet broke last night and she made me a new one, well an add on to the broken one and she put it on me. I love her so much. I wonder sometimes what I would do if I didn't know her or if she had never spoken to me in school or what would have happened if she wouldn't have taken my baseball card. there has always been this feeling in my stomach I get when I used to talk to her in Highschool and I remember getting all nervous and excited before Fifth period. We both had english.. weird huh. Gosh I really do love her a lot and its great to know that I have really found someone I can talk to about anything and someone that I know will be there forever even after life. I can remember everythin about her when I first talked to her... neon green earings. she sat with the cool kids and I sat... with the CPC hahahaha man those guys were funny. and I remember meeting her and finding out her name at a tennis match.. she made me feel complete and sublte when i talked to her. she is so wonderful. if only you people knew how I felt and how she makes me smile... its a diff smile that other smiles I get... this one is bright and only her can give them to me. Last night was truly amazing.... I can't even begin to explain because I wouldn't even know how to start. first it was just a call goodnight then my bracelet broke.. hehehe. then I talked her about life and how I don't know much about being "grownup" its really scary to think that I am almost out of highschool and then comes the rest of my life.... living it day by day. hour by hour. min by min. knowing no matter how many people I meet there will always be a few constants in my life....KERI...GOD...FAMILY...JARRET...MUSIC...TRUEFRIENDS... they mean so much to me. Thanks to her though she made me realize that alot of people aren't sure of what to do after highschool.. I mean the biggest thing I wansn't sure of was like insurance and health insurance and stuff. stuff that really helps out families. I dunno I guess you can say that I am kinda scared of "growingUP" but everyone has to do it sometime and I know that its going to be weird at first but we all get use to things. wow soo yeah I am getting married on January 8,2005 thats crazy but I am soooo sure of this never been so sure of anything in my life before. sometimes you just know things will work out especially with YOU
its crazy to think that I am going to be starting a family soon... its great though. to know that I have something like this coming. ......ooh on another note I am leaving school at 11 soo yeah I won't have to stay and be annoyed by stupid kids. I am really tired do to the fact that I haven't ha much sleep. you know when your EYEs burn so bad that it hurts to even shut them and it looks like your crying but not... 45 more mins until I leave and go home to a beautiful gal. I know she will be waiting for me. she is so wonderful in every aspect of life. even though sometimes we don't agree with stuff we always get a long no matter what. I miss really playing music. not just playing shows but just feeling music run through my vines and slowly but surely it has been coming back with these guys. I love playing music with them. Oh and How could I forget CHAD he is so awesome I am really happpy to have a friend like that guy he has shown me a lot of things about him that make go damn this guy is really something else.. he tells you to your face WTF.. he is a very rare kinda guy.
SHOW THIS SATURDAY AT SOUNDS AT 8PM $5 I think....DEADLETTEROOM>ROSEOFSHARON>AIRTIGHTALIBY>WINCHESTER>HIGHHWATERWALTZ>DEADSKY>moreIthinkNOTtoSURE. but you should really go because its going to be awesome
so yeah back to my life.. lately I have been going to church a lot and been noticing things about my self and have just become so much closer to life and things HE has to offer. and I thank YOU...AND...YOU...aka...KERIANDJARRET and anyone else who has prayed for me to find HIM Thank you everyone
ILOVEYOUKERISUETAYLOR,YOUARETHEMOSTWONDERFULPERSONINTHEWORLDANDYOUMAKEMEFEELSOCOMPLETE
p.s. WHO WANTS TO VIDEO TAPE SATURDAY...and thanks to the guys behind the Black and White keys...DAVINTHATIS
anyways last night I had one of the most amazing talks with my fiance. she is so amazing when it comes to anything that troubles me. We talked for 8min45sec.ny how I remember how long we talked for. well my bracelet broke last night and she made me a new one, well an add on to the broken one and she put it on me. I love her so much. I wonder sometimes what I would do if I didn't know her or if she had never spoken to me in school or what would have happened if she wouldn't have taken my baseball card. there has always been this feeling in my stomach I get when I used to talk to her in Highschool and I remember getting all nervous and excited before Fifth period. We both had english.. weird huh. Gosh I really do love her a lot and its great to know that I have really found someone I can talk to about anything and someone that I know will be there forever even after life. I can remember everythin about her when I first talked to her... neon green earings. she sat with the cool kids and I sat... with the CPC hahahaha man those guys were funny. and I remember meeting her and finding out her name at a tennis match.. she made me feel complete and sublte when i talked to her. she is so wonderful. if only you people knew how I felt and how she makes me smile... its a diff smile that other smiles I get... this one is bright and only her can give them to me. Last night was truly amazing.... I can't even begin to explain because I wouldn't even know how to start. first it was just a call goodnight then my bracelet broke.. hehehe. then I talked her about life and how I don't know much about being "grownup" its really scary to think that I am almost out of highschool and then comes the rest of my life.... living it day by day. hour by hour. min by min. knowing no matter how many people I meet there will always be a few constants in my life....KERI...GOD...FAMILY...JARRET...MUSIC...TRUEFRIENDS... they mean so much to me. Thanks to her though she made me realize that alot of people aren't sure of what to do after highschool.. I mean the biggest thing I wansn't sure of was like insurance and health insurance and stuff. stuff that really helps out families. I dunno I guess you can say that I am kinda scared of "growingUP" but everyone has to do it sometime and I know that its going to be weird at first but we all get use to things. wow soo yeah I am getting married on January 8,2005 thats crazy but I am soooo sure of this never been so sure of anything in my life before. sometimes you just know things will work out especially with YOU
its crazy to think that I am going to be starting a family soon... its great though. to know that I have something like this coming. ......ooh on another note I am leaving school at 11 soo yeah I won't have to stay and be annoyed by stupid kids. I am really tired do to the fact that I haven't ha much sleep. you know when your EYEs burn so bad that it hurts to even shut them and it looks like your crying but not... 45 more mins until I leave and go home to a beautiful gal. I know she will be waiting for me. she is so wonderful in every aspect of life. even though sometimes we don't agree with stuff we always get a long no matter what. I miss really playing music. not just playing shows but just feeling music run through my vines and slowly but surely it has been coming back with these guys. I love playing music with them. Oh and How could I forget CHAD he is so awesome I am really happpy to have a friend like that guy he has shown me a lot of things about him that make go damn this guy is really something else.. he tells you to your face WTF.. he is a very rare kinda guy.
SHOW THIS SATURDAY AT SOUNDS AT 8PM $5 I think....DEADLETTEROOM>ROSEOFSHARON>AIRTIGHTALIBY>WINCHESTER>HIGHHWATERWALTZ>DEADSKY>moreIthinkNOTtoSURE. but you should really go because its going to be awesome
so yeah back to my life.. lately I have been going to church a lot and been noticing things about my self and have just become so much closer to life and things HE has to offer. and I thank YOU...AND...YOU...aka...KERIANDJARRET and anyone else who has prayed for me to find HIM Thank you everyone
ILOVEYOUKERISUETAYLOR,YOUARETHEMOSTWONDERFULPERSONINTHEWORLDANDYOUMAKEMEFEELSOCOMPLETE
p.s. WHO WANTS TO VIDEO TAPE SATURDAY...and thanks to the guys behind the Black and White keys...DAVINTHATIS