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i apologize for that last one, and that's more the hole in my ceiling got.
but i will say this, it's hard to keep living this way and nobody, especially myself, is making that any easier.
my dislexia had gotten worse in the past weeks than it's ever been in the past. not even spell check can help me now.
i really broke down last night. some people say it's so liberating, but i was horrified. i could of done anything. with no self-control or self-respect, the hole in the ceiling could've somewhere else.
i should make it clear that i dont know what to do now. so we'll just have to see what happens.
but i will say this, it's hard to keep living this way and nobody, especially myself, is making that any easier.
my dislexia had gotten worse in the past weeks than it's ever been in the past. not even spell check can help me now.
i really broke down last night. some people say it's so liberating, but i was horrified. i could of done anything. with no self-control or self-respect, the hole in the ceiling could've somewhere else.
i should make it clear that i dont know what to do now. so we'll just have to see what happens.