Welcome to my Pity party
Where to start,Well if you dont' want to hear whining, you're gonna want to stop here.
my dad finnished chemo a few days ago, and honestly things have not been going well at all. His left side is even weaker, so when helping him into the wheel chair or into bed or whatever you pretty much have to hold him up entirely. His memory is gone and his understanding of simple tasks is starting to slip. Every day is a little bit harder and there is nothing I can do. Thanks to the fact that my parents ask no questions of the doctors I have almost no information, not that they'd really be able to effectifly relay the information anyway, It's just all very frustrating. I've been super short with everybody lately. I have not felt like doing much of anything. Honestly the only source of happyness in my life lately has been Alana, quite frankly I feel like I've been a drain on her lately. 05-06 has not been a banner year for William Hemrick. Dropping Grades, sick parents, 2 failed relationships, declining morals and all and all a big bucket of yuck. It's really hard to stay optimistic. My monthly "adventure" isn't going too horribly. The first trip with Jason went really well, and transitioned to an awsome date with Alana (Reconnasance is key) If mothe nature co-operates I have ideas for new adventures, but we shall see. oh well, pity party is done for another night.
my dad finnished chemo a few days ago, and honestly things have not been going well at all. His left side is even weaker, so when helping him into the wheel chair or into bed or whatever you pretty much have to hold him up entirely. His memory is gone and his understanding of simple tasks is starting to slip. Every day is a little bit harder and there is nothing I can do. Thanks to the fact that my parents ask no questions of the doctors I have almost no information, not that they'd really be able to effectifly relay the information anyway, It's just all very frustrating. I've been super short with everybody lately. I have not felt like doing much of anything. Honestly the only source of happyness in my life lately has been Alana, quite frankly I feel like I've been a drain on her lately. 05-06 has not been a banner year for William Hemrick. Dropping Grades, sick parents, 2 failed relationships, declining morals and all and all a big bucket of yuck. It's really hard to stay optimistic. My monthly "adventure" isn't going too horribly. The first trip with Jason went really well, and transitioned to an awsome date with Alana (Reconnasance is key) If mothe nature co-operates I have ideas for new adventures, but we shall see. oh well, pity party is done for another night.