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up and down, up and down, up and down. my emotions are leaving me feeling a tad bit sea sick. i want him back, i want him dead, i don't want him to forget me so easily. i want the future, i want the past. i need to figure out what i'm doing. one more night, two more hours, two more days, five more days, three more months, one more year, i can't keep living like this.