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[joesbrokenheart]

I'm still really struggling, and last night was the worst, and I'm terribly embarrassed, but if I hadn't done it, it would have just kept on going and I wouldn't be able to heal.

Too bad today didn't work out. It's for the best though. I can't spend any more money for awhile. Tomorrow begins the detox. So right now begins the drinking.