2 am and insomnia is kicking in!
I just got finished downing a cold budweiser taken from the six-pack, a 60 year old vietnam veteran gave me a week ago for voulunterring some time to help him move furniture at the elementary school on base, folowed by the same sleeping pills I've been downing since I was sixteen. This past week I've been working nights at the squadron, learning from people I'm really doubt know their left hand from their right. I'm starting to feel as if I do have a intrigul part, if not meaningless part in the fight for homeland security. Anyways..... I've kinda had a hard mental week, due to stress at work and in the personal area as well. Today I attended our safety stand down which means noone works we just sit around talking about safty and a bunch of other non-related things as well. Although night check gets the shit end of the deal cause we have to come in on our regularly day off, I'm not complaining about that since it is a three day weekend though. I got to see a bunch of horrible pictures of people meating their untimely demise due to different reasons, ex: drunk driving or helicopter mishaps... and probably a few more things as well. So after eating a nice breakfast I got to see a couple of of peoples heads splatered all over a dashboard or on the flight deck, folowed by some healthy photos of what some great sexually transmited diseases hitting puberty, on what could be the guy/girl sitting next to me for all I know! I just finished watching this movie called "Anyhting Else" a woody allen movie staring jason biggs and christina richie. Good depressing movie although in a highly interestingly smart, and almost morbid way, very revieling about the other sides to life. I saw alittle of myself (earlier joey years of course) in the main character (jason) with his phycological problems, and relationship with (richie). Although he matured in the movie really quickly, seeing as how a movie is generally screened in 2 hours, I am growing in ways similar to his character and in others I am quite stagnant. So I sit here with my portal to the world writing only random thoughts for you to read, waiting to feel sleepy from the blue pill i ingested only 15 minuets ago. I downloaded a Nintendo emulator and have been playing all my fav. childhood games this evening. I was so much smarter as a child than I am now I can't even take down two of the jumping gray enemies in Master Blaster without almost dying.( NINTENDO EMULATOR- a program that makes you computer an overpriced, old video game system) I LOVE THE REFRESHMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also miss Alex, he could fix any of my problems somehow. That is a man everyone can learn something from. What you learn may not be benificial but at least you should learn it from him rather anyone else.
Here is a picture of a japanese pancake. Nothing like an american pancake( i think its just the translation that makes it a pancake, cause regular pancakes do exist here, THEY AREN'T HEATHEN'S, well thats a matter of opinion, I think Fox disagrees) but it really is good. getting hungry for one just thinking about it.MMMMMMMMMM
Here is a picture of a japanese pancake. Nothing like an american pancake( i think its just the translation that makes it a pancake, cause regular pancakes do exist here, THEY AREN'T HEATHEN'S, well thats a matter of opinion, I think Fox disagrees) but it really is good. getting hungry for one just thinking about it.MMMMMMMMMM