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[joeplaysguitar]

if i knew what was coming
then i would know whats best
but im so confused at this point
and my mind is in lack of rest
i wish i could see the future
so i knew what i was to become
im not concerned with reaching it hastly
but i want to do everything i could have done
it lingers over my head
everyday it moves a little more
as i keep inching closer to closure
to the mystery lying at lifes door
only in a dream
will i create reality
this feeling is close to sickening
and my shoulders are getting worn
i cant stand the burden of confusion
and i know there is so much more
im just sick of waiting and wondering
and wishing in my dreams
but the only truth in reality
is the future wont be what it seems
it lingers over my head
everyday it moves a little more
as i keep inching closer to closure
to the mystery lying at lifes door
only in a dream
will i create reality
its so much more that it may seem