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I went out last nite, and I am just kind of hoping that I didn't bring everyone down. I was just finding it very difficult to keep upbeat. I don't know why, but I just kept getting more and more unhappy, and so I did not drink too much. I don't know....Eh, whatever. I realized a few things last nite, I think, and some of them I hope are right, the others...I pray not. Oh well.