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i'm blessed. i really am. i have so much going for me, and i worry about it all. why do i do this to myself? when there is so much to be happy and joyful for, i tend to want to wallow in misery for stupid things. and then i can't sleep b/c i'm worked up over thinking about stuff i should never worry about! *sigh* will i ever learn? i hope so. my problems are nothing compared to those of others, yet i feel sorry for myself at times. can i change the way i act and think? i hope so.
tonite, i went out w/ tim and trey and we went into the city. we ate at trey's uncle's restaurant (good bbq), went to a mall (trey had store credit for some store), and then to the outlet mall (tim needed soccer shoes for intramurals). then back to tim's where we ended up watching ocean's 11 with ryan and his crew of girls (no one knows how he ended up with three girls and no other guys). then we watched the end of revenge of the nerds on comedy central. i went to the back and played music with danny for a while, then went back out and watched the chappele show w/ ryan, then i came home. for some reason, i can't sleep. i'm really really tired, but it's 4am, and here i am. i think it's time to try again.
ps to someone special- i love you. you are the best part of me.
tonite, i went out w/ tim and trey and we went into the city. we ate at trey's uncle's restaurant (good bbq), went to a mall (trey had store credit for some store), and then to the outlet mall (tim needed soccer shoes for intramurals). then back to tim's where we ended up watching ocean's 11 with ryan and his crew of girls (no one knows how he ended up with three girls and no other guys). then we watched the end of revenge of the nerds on comedy central. i went to the back and played music with danny for a while, then went back out and watched the chappele show w/ ryan, then i came home. for some reason, i can't sleep. i'm really really tired, but it's 4am, and here i am. i think it's time to try again.
ps to someone special- i love you. you are the best part of me.