lost
I thought we had trust,
I thought we had love.
You were my one,
You were my only.
You hurt me so much,
but i still miss your touch.
We had something special,
But i guess i was wrong.
I knew it all along,
I was so stupid.
I hung on to your words,
as they told me the truth.
I didnt want to listen,
I couldn't believe.
I dont understand
how i could be so naive.
I feel its my faul,
I feel so alone.
At least is she pretty?
At least is she nice?
I feel sorry for her.
Will she fall for your shit?
Fuck, i fell for you hard,
I hope you're happy now.
No one will put up with you.
Why do i stil love you?
Why do i still care?
The anger swelling within me,
I yearn for you more.
I feel like your lil whore.
fuck your bullshit.
I can't take this anymore...
just a little something i wrote, hoping it would make me feel a bit better...damn, im so emo.... I NEED TO EAT! I NEED TO SLEEP! I NEED MY FUCKING LIFE BACK! fuck...i can't mope around forever... emo kid...no...i'll be fine... i am fine already.... hopefully anthony will still want me, but i think hes more of a serious thing. nick's another option. i dont know. i think i need to be alone for now, i like i had wanted before. things would've been much different if i had done it. why didnt i fucking listen? what an ass... both of us. at least im not as fat... lol... priscilla>>"FALSE ADVERTISING!" lol... good times, good times... "tub of lard!" and celeste>>"wait... is that guy retarded? he looks like hes got some sort of disability!" LMAO! that was the best, and the random muffin! omg...saturday.... old town... PAC SUN! HOT MOHAWK GUY! holy shit... i wanted to pounce on him, hes so fucking hot! and nerdy too! omg... seriously, we need to go backl, anywho... i love all you guys who have been there for me, especially ngo, prisy, dan the man, n tania...i love oyu all more than anything! MUWAH!
I thought we had love.
You were my one,
You were my only.
You hurt me so much,
but i still miss your touch.
We had something special,
But i guess i was wrong.
I knew it all along,
I was so stupid.
I hung on to your words,
as they told me the truth.
I didnt want to listen,
I couldn't believe.
I dont understand
how i could be so naive.
I feel its my faul,
I feel so alone.
At least is she pretty?
At least is she nice?
I feel sorry for her.
Will she fall for your shit?
Fuck, i fell for you hard,
I hope you're happy now.
No one will put up with you.
Why do i stil love you?
Why do i still care?
The anger swelling within me,
I yearn for you more.
I feel like your lil whore.
fuck your bullshit.
I can't take this anymore...
just a little something i wrote, hoping it would make me feel a bit better...damn, im so emo.... I NEED TO EAT! I NEED TO SLEEP! I NEED MY FUCKING LIFE BACK! fuck...i can't mope around forever... emo kid...no...i'll be fine... i am fine already.... hopefully anthony will still want me, but i think hes more of a serious thing. nick's another option. i dont know. i think i need to be alone for now, i like i had wanted before. things would've been much different if i had done it. why didnt i fucking listen? what an ass... both of us. at least im not as fat... lol... priscilla>>"FALSE ADVERTISING!" lol... good times, good times... "tub of lard!" and celeste>>"wait... is that guy retarded? he looks like hes got some sort of disability!" LMAO! that was the best, and the random muffin! omg...saturday.... old town... PAC SUN! HOT MOHAWK GUY! holy shit... i wanted to pounce on him, hes so fucking hot! and nerdy too! omg... seriously, we need to go backl, anywho... i love all you guys who have been there for me, especially ngo, prisy, dan the man, n tania...i love oyu all more than anything! MUWAH!