misery
hmm... i had fun in my improv class... however, i realized how horrible i am at it, i fucked up so much, but who cares? anywho... today's my 7 monthaversary with my beautiful boyfren, but it seems as if he doesnt care. it feels like he feels obligated to tell me, and that its not a big deal. i think im boring him. i dont know. he can hang out with his little hoe frens n his family who hates me. i dont want to break up, but i feel like im bothering him now, like im getting in his way. i feel like i should, but its the last thing i want to do, but you have to put the other persons feelings before you put yours. i want him to be happy, not obligated to some chick. so yeah... i dont know. im so confused. fuck this... no... i dont know. today is just a bad day, that's probably all it is. i hope so. grrr... help? i dont know. he probably needs someone who he'll see a lot. and someone who's hot. i dont know... I DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYMORE! omg! i've turned into an annoying girlfren chick! EEEW! GROSSSSSSSS!!!!!! anywho... i dont know. i should stop b4 i get myself into trouble. blah... i hate drama... my nose hurts...fucking idiot who cant boogey board! IM GONNA FIND THAT DAMN MORON!!!!!!