so, i've returned
a lot has happened this summer. i turned 17. r rated movies and a new car. my new car which got crashed into. oh well. i went to vegas with my self-procclaimed life partner. he claims to have had a good time, but i know he didnt, which was why we almost broke up in the airport on the way home. when we got home, we shared a quiet lunch at the nordstroms cafe. it was peaceful, and did not entail any bickering (for once). vegas was fun. we almost cracked our skulls at the new york new york rollercoaster. we babysat, mostly. played cards and chinese checkers with my grandma, and sometimes grandpa too. he was distant during this visit. i think hes still in denial that im not his little girl anymore that he used to carry on his shoulders and scratch my face with his beard. i love my family. i had forgotten how much they meant to me. my nina's expecting very soon. i want her baby born on sept. 23rd, so then all of my grandmas close grandkids that she raised are born on the 23rd. that would be fucking cool as hell. eh. so im bored out of my mind. new people make me smile. i like meeting new people and making new friends, diversity is much needed when it comes to friends. i miss some of my old friends tho. i miss my close friends. i miss one in particular the most (i think you know who you are). so, asu is... busy. im still waiting to attend a meeting where the entire asu is present, it makes me sad. im guilty of absence too tho. but i dont bs my absenses, i have probable cause for when im unable to go. i got a new job with my brother. he pays me better, and i have someone to talk to while i work, so it all works out. today was my first day. it went by pretty quick. i love darrell. he takes care of his little sis. so ... i guess im off now, off to watch my snl, like every lonely saturday night of my life.