bleh
it didn't occur to me until yesterday that this is our last week of school. history project's due (yuck) but grad night's coming. i dont have to take my chem final (yay) and im trying to exempt at least one more. i dont see how im gonna bring up some of my grades. i have the one week left. it's really gross. fuck ap spanish. i dont think im gonna get in.. oh well. summer school coming too. oh well.
i LOVE tiger army. in case no one knew... nick 13 is so hot, even when he is making his stupid vampire faces! mike and i had fun, we wee a lot closer than last time, and a lot hotter. mikey took a nasty ass pic of me all sweaty n crap. cutie picked me up and took me to rehearsal, it made me smile.
im starting to realize things, and im learning to move on. it's difficult when someone is ALWAYS around you. i don't want to move on, but people are always telling me that i need to. and i guess i do. certain things are unhealthy for me. my obsession is very unhealthy. i wish i could go back in time and erase certain people from my life, so i could be happy with my obsession. but if i think about it... i don't think certain feelings are mutual anymore. fuck society and their stupid moral standards.
christine; thanks for my little text today, you opened my eyes a bit on an issue that i've been struggling with for quite sometime now... thanks! I LOVE JESUS! lol.
i guess im done. not much left to be said. so ... yeah
i LOVE tiger army. in case no one knew... nick 13 is so hot, even when he is making his stupid vampire faces! mike and i had fun, we wee a lot closer than last time, and a lot hotter. mikey took a nasty ass pic of me all sweaty n crap. cutie picked me up and took me to rehearsal, it made me smile.
im starting to realize things, and im learning to move on. it's difficult when someone is ALWAYS around you. i don't want to move on, but people are always telling me that i need to. and i guess i do. certain things are unhealthy for me. my obsession is very unhealthy. i wish i could go back in time and erase certain people from my life, so i could be happy with my obsession. but if i think about it... i don't think certain feelings are mutual anymore. fuck society and their stupid moral standards.
christine; thanks for my little text today, you opened my eyes a bit on an issue that i've been struggling with for quite sometime now... thanks! I LOVE JESUS! lol.
i guess im done. not much left to be said. so ... yeah