There's someone that I can't stand.
I am so annoyed with myself lately. I hate how sensitive I am. I hate how much I complain and yes I know that that's what I'm doing right now. I hate that I'm always extremely tired. I hate that I wake up late. I hate that I don't have a job. I hate being afraid of my mom. I hate telling myself that I'm going to do something and then chicken out or just not do it. I hate that I don't have any friends. I hate that I feel lonely. I hate being so negative.
But I think I can fix all of those things and turn my life around. In the movie Burn After Reading one of the characters is re-creating herself or something and that's what I want to do (But I'm not going to get plastic surgery like the movie.) I'm going to come up with some kind of plan to make myself and the people around me happier. But I'm afraid that it's not going to work.
I got a new sketchbook but I don't think it's going to be as great as my last one. I would like to get a couple of canvases so I could do some paintings. I have a lot of ideas but nothing to do them on. I think I'm going to try and write a play. :)
But I think I can fix all of those things and turn my life around. In the movie Burn After Reading one of the characters is re-creating herself or something and that's what I want to do (But I'm not going to get plastic surgery like the movie.) I'm going to come up with some kind of plan to make myself and the people around me happier. But I'm afraid that it's not going to work.
I got a new sketchbook but I don't think it's going to be as great as my last one. I would like to get a couple of canvases so I could do some paintings. I have a lot of ideas but nothing to do them on. I think I'm going to try and write a play. :)