What it is, yo?

Jul 18, 2006 10:38

Does anybody even fucking read this thing anymore??

Who reads my livejournal? Raise your hand.

Myspace is killing livejournal. Is that good or bad?

Who cares? I've never been happier in my entire fucking life than I have been in the past month and nine days. Cherry is the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. I don't care if people say it's too early to say that, either. Know why? 'Cause she told me the same thing. And you know what else? On Saturday night she told me she loves me. I returned the verbal gesture with a smile, of course. She said it just came out. She's been wanting to say it over and over, but has been stopping herself, 'cause she thought it was a little early or whatever. Funny, though, 'cause I felt the same way. I've never wanted to tell someone that I love them so bad in my life. It's almost just popped out a few times, which has never happened to me. I've always stopped it, though, thinking to myself, "no! It's too early. You're gonna scare her off."

I think most of who read this know... I've never been in love. I've come close a few times, but only on the giving end. Meaning I've almost fallen for girls, only to realize that they aren't interested half the time. Hell, more than half, actually. So, yeah, I don't know what love is. I really don't. Don't know what it feels like. I mean, you can't even really describe it, even though a lot of recording artists think they can. You can't just go to the encyclopedia and look up 'love' and get an explanation of what will happen to your body when you fall in love. You don't know until it happens to your own person. You. You're the only one who can know. I'm waiting to see what else is gonna happen. Will there be more to what I'm feeling now? Am I even in love yet??? Who knows? Nobody but me.

It feels like there is sugar flowing through my veins. And everywhere I look there are these freaking little hearts floating around. They're everywhere! It makes it difficult to drive with all these hearts flying around, especially at night, man.

I'll tell you what, though, I've been wanting to not only fall in love but to be loved for a long, long time, and I can't think of anyone I would rather love or be loved by than Cherry. People keep telling us both that we're made for each other. Everyone keeps telling us that, actually. I see her every day, and I even find it difficult to fall asleep when she's not in the bed with me, which has only been one night in the past month or so. I can't seem to stop myself from going to see her. Or call her. Or text her. Or whatever. What do you think? Love?

Let's hope.
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