Pivotal
So Its been over a year or two. I'm still in school. I'm still fat in the belly. and I'm lost and lonely again perfect time for a LJ entry!
I found and lost the first real love in my life. We spent a mostly positive 15 months together. Erica and I were good together. I miss her and its not just the sex. It has been getting even more difficult as it's summer now and campus gets a bit lonely. We went to Italy together, just one of my many firsts with her. But apparently the stress of school was too much for her. So we broke up she moved home to Ann Arbor and in less than 2 weeks had a new boy friend. I don't think she was seeing him while we were still together but there's always doubt in a situation like that. It was such a blunt breakup I feel left in the dust. no talk no argument. no after breakup sex, nothing, just gone, whoosh.
I'm ready to move on now but there's not much to move on to. I want so badly to be done with LTU and Detroit. I need a personal renovation and that takes willpower something I've been steadily losing since high school.
I need my girls back! (in order of appearance)
Mame Nora Karen Angela Elise Sarah Kim Cathy
I miss you all! I know I can still talk to you but its no where near the same
thank you
The time that I've taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?
Ready and waiting for a heart worth the breaking
But I'd settle for an honest mistake in the name of
One sweet love.
I found and lost the first real love in my life. We spent a mostly positive 15 months together. Erica and I were good together. I miss her and its not just the sex. It has been getting even more difficult as it's summer now and campus gets a bit lonely. We went to Italy together, just one of my many firsts with her. But apparently the stress of school was too much for her. So we broke up she moved home to Ann Arbor and in less than 2 weeks had a new boy friend. I don't think she was seeing him while we were still together but there's always doubt in a situation like that. It was such a blunt breakup I feel left in the dust. no talk no argument. no after breakup sex, nothing, just gone, whoosh.
I'm ready to move on now but there's not much to move on to. I want so badly to be done with LTU and Detroit. I need a personal renovation and that takes willpower something I've been steadily losing since high school.
I need my girls back! (in order of appearance)
Mame Nora Karen Angela Elise Sarah Kim Cathy
I miss you all! I know I can still talk to you but its no where near the same
thank you
The time that I've taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?
Ready and waiting for a heart worth the breaking
But I'd settle for an honest mistake in the name of
One sweet love.