Running low on time...

Mar 02, 2008 13:09

Graduation is around the corner, and I still haven't heard if I've been accepted to any medical school. I have another interview this Friday at the University of Minnesota, so we'll see how that goes. I'm expecting to hear from Creighton this week, and the University of Chicago in a few more weeks. I just want to get in and be able to start planning the next step of my life.

I have realized recently that there are two types of assholes. There are the guys that are assholes but are upfront and honest about it, and then there are the guys that are assholes but pretend they aren't when confronted by it. I always thought that I would prefer someone to at least pretend to be nice, but now I know that I would rather have someone be honest about who and what they really are. Why this sudden epiphany? One of my friends from a while ago has a girlfriend now, someone who he has been dating for a while. What amuses me about this is (1) he still tries to talk to me and get me to come visit him, (2) he claimed when he and I were somewhat of a thing that he wasn't ready for a relationship but could see us having one someday, (3) and he claimed to want the same things I wanted. All of this leads me to believe that he was dating her even while I was involved with him, and that he wasn't what he claimed to be. Granted, I don't know if this is true, but it's still sad to see that someone who I do believe is a nice guy can be an asshole without even breaking a sweat. And the saddest thing is, he'll probably never realize that he's an asshole when it comes to people's feelings. Oh well, it really doesn't matter because I have something much better: a man who is absolutely devoted to me and who I am absolutely devoted to as well.

Sam is amazing! That's really the best way I can put it. He came with me to Chicago for my interview, and we had a great time in the city together (the pictures are on MySpace and Facebook). Seriously, he is absolutely wonderful and I appreciate everything he does for me. The joy that he brings me is unrivaled. I can't wait to see him this weekend when I go home. We are celebrating his birthday, so I'll be out on the town on Saturday night! Yay! Anyway, I'm off to work on some homework and clean up my apartment. Later!
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