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[joel_j]

I think I've figured something out. Last semester's laziness was due to a combination of several things. First of all, I failed to find a balance between social life (which inevitably involved drinking) and study. Second, I managed to remain almost completely apathetic towards uni by simply not thinking about it. Finally, when I started caring again, the work load was so big I got scared and tried to find some bullshit way to motivate myself, as though I had two identities, and was trying to whip the 'working' one into gear, like a horse.
So this semester, I will try and remember that I actually have to try, and I'm keeping off the piss just in case. So far it's worked.