May 18, 2006 10:01
What is destiny???
Is it something that just happens is there this all powerfull Being some were that has whats going to happen to us all in a really really really big book, or does stuff happen based on the road we choose, or is everything to chance??? Am I the person I am today based on the road I have taken, or because the Soles that have crossed my path, or because God said ( in god like voice) " Joe this is who you are and who you are going to be and the people I place in your path are your charges." Meening that I am here so that the people I have as freinds and family would always have someone to look after them???
This is a lot of questions I know I always ask the questions that make everyone think or say " what the hell brought that on ??" I also answer the questions I give the answers that sometimes noone wants to hear and I give the answers that sometime noone has thought about.
If your thinking this is going to be a short Lj entree you should have given up after the last sentance..
Again I will say how sometime other peoples experiances can make you look back at your life and make you think.
I look and listen to people and I see that they only have this one core group of friends that they have always known. Then I look at me and For some odd reason I have always Klicked with everyone, well almost everyone. I look and I see the people I still talk to from Chicago and I look at the newer group of fiends that is forming here in Houston and there isnt one thing about them that is the same. Its the funniest thing I have ever noticed I think. Isabell and Barbara once asked whats the diffreance bettween Cait, Jean,And Mike and them( and if your wondering why CAIT went first its by alphbetical). I really didnt have to think that hard about it I could start to raddle off thinkgs. Like the fact that Mike will always be know as the brother and I will be the adopted son of there parents. Why because thats what we told our tables and the fact that as far as friends go we can honestly say that we are like Brothers. Jean, Jean is peob the fastest taker I will ever know, and she taought me how to be a fast listener especialy when she's excited. Of course she's got me talking fast half the time aswell but hey theres nothing wrong with that. Also What ex can any of us say that we have a great relation ship with there little sisiter. Lastly Caitlin, I dont think I have known a better people wathcer then cait. When the rest of us are partacking of the drinks theres cait just sitting there getting a kick out of all the stupid things that we are doing and the one person that will remind us of it later on down the road. She's also the one who i think people dont realize that we have more incomen then most people think.
Then I look at the group down here that I am still getting to know and something makes me think well there had to be a reason that I moved to Houston and then I see them and I think either god didnt like them and he cursed them with me, or He thought that Jean, Mike and Cait shouldnt be the only one's with crazy Joe stories. Who knows maybe in 20 years I might move somewere else and touch another group of people and then there will be three groups of people out there that will have crazy Joe stories and the one friend that wil answer his phone at 1:30 in the am just to talk and bull shit. or to talk about how someone had a bad day, or to give someone a pep talk. We never know .... Of course Maybe just maybe I will get to be Pres then just then maybe we will know Peace