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Just so everyone is one the same page its been a pretty interestion couple of days. I have been pissy with just about everyone so don't feel as if you were singled out for some reason you wernt everyone seems to be on my shit list. If I haven't blown up at you I appoligize in advance because for some odd reason I havent been able to controle my temper as of late. Also I have found my self getting excited about the simplest things and find my self in these wierd laughfing fits. Trust me its been odd for me as I am sure it has for you to either see or hear me this way. Some of you say its stess,others say its just being over whelmed and one person thinks this is some kind of male PMS, my answer to that was kiss my ass the other two are kinda making sence but at the same time I have always handled strees pretty well and my life has always been overwhelming, so I dont know. What I do know is that I must find some kinda of harmony,or what ever this is may just run through my life like a wild fire. I dont know if this is a 1/4 life criss or if this is me loseing what is left of my mind or if its just my mind saying stop. Lord Knows that I have heard alot over the past years from everyone mybe its my mind saying that it needs a break for a wile mybe this is some kind of sercurity blanket I just wish I could fig it out. I guess what I am trying to say is that I am hoping that everyone understands that I just my being losing my mind so PLEASE be patient with me until I find it lord knows that some of you will still contest that I had a mind to start with but trust me I am working on finding it and getting back to normal or what ever I was befor I started to freak out on everyone.
Thanks everyone
Thanks everyone