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do ever have that feeling?the feeling you get when someone you love has just turned you away.the feeling of never kissing or touching them ever again and it hurts so bad just to think of all those times when you had the chance to?i've had this sickness this whole entire week.
man how three days could change your entire life.
cant go to kelseys house anymore.
i cant go home.
why?
i dont know why?i just wont.
so lately i've been out of it.
you say, "emo".
i say,"im just thinking".
well.. i havent really wrote anything in this journal lately but just random bullshit i write because i get really fucking lazy.
i still have really nothing to talk about but i'll give you my blur.
today was okay i guess?nothing really to do.just the same as usual.but,we went to mission valley because dave had some acting thing he was dying to go to.we get there ,and theres like all these ten to like twelve year old kids there.after that we went to in n out or something like that. we sat around,ate,used the bathroom,and smoked alot of cigarettes.it got alot boring without the presence of kelsey by my side.
after that me,dave,nick, and chris got stoned in bonita and parked across the street of elliots dads house.the night got boring and we all went home and here i am.
right now im drinking a "fat tire".its amber ale beer from new belgium.its pretty good.it feels good to have a beer after such a long time....
man how three days could change your entire life.
cant go to kelseys house anymore.
i cant go home.
why?
i dont know why?i just wont.
so lately i've been out of it.
you say, "emo".
i say,"im just thinking".
well.. i havent really wrote anything in this journal lately but just random bullshit i write because i get really fucking lazy.
i still have really nothing to talk about but i'll give you my blur.
today was okay i guess?nothing really to do.just the same as usual.but,we went to mission valley because dave had some acting thing he was dying to go to.we get there ,and theres like all these ten to like twelve year old kids there.after that we went to in n out or something like that. we sat around,ate,used the bathroom,and smoked alot of cigarettes.it got alot boring without the presence of kelsey by my side.
after that me,dave,nick, and chris got stoned in bonita and parked across the street of elliots dads house.the night got boring and we all went home and here i am.
right now im drinking a "fat tire".its amber ale beer from new belgium.its pretty good.it feels good to have a beer after such a long time....