Sep 25, 2005 10:18
I realized last night that one of the big things I miss about Sara is having her with me when im somewhere I dont want to be.
At the club last night, met Matts "friends".
Idiots, all of them.
All i could think about was wishing Sara was with me so we could be outsiders together.
It really was rediculous, down to the point where I was the ONLY person in this little group that DID NOT have a white shirt on. I was wearing a green T-Shirt
I am ALWAYS the outcast.
I dont like being immersed in someone elses history. Everywhere I turn is another reminder of what Matt used to be. His "friends" last night - hed been with one of them - way back. I dont want to see the men hes been with.
hm.
Sara, did you hear my screams last night?
I wonder if our link extends across 600 miles of desert?