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today before i went to work seemed to be alright, i had a long nap. i worked for about 2 hours then took a break i didnt carry my phone on me tonight for some reason i dont know why. on my break i came out to my truck to find a voice mail from monica a friend of mine that is dating another one of my friends. this voice mail starts off with her crying then as soon as she collects herself she tells that my friend is in the hospital, her and him were in his room doing herion. i call her back as soon as i can i didnt even get to finish the voice mail, there no answer, a million things are rushing through my head. is he going to be alright? how bad is it? i run into work already on bad terms with my boss and ask if i can leave....... i cant so i stay at work and finish off my shift. im waiting for my shift to end time is taking forever. it finally ends i call monica, shes at ingham regional i get there as soon as i can. the cops are at the hospital asking her questions i had no time to talk to her. i find my buddys room and he is lying there motionless he is not awake. i see several IVs in his arm and all i can do is stare there is nothing i can do he is not awake. that is the worst feeling knowing that you cant do anything, by this time my eyes start watering up. i am talking to him telling him everything will be alright even though it wont because is soon as hes out of that bed he has to deal with the police and courts. as im looking and talking to him wondering why he would do this, i see veins starting to be more defined in his neck and arms, then he starts to shake. not like a little shiver shake but a more violent kind of shake. they were some sort of convultions caused by withdrawals from the drug. i am pushed out of the room the door is closed and there is nothing more to see i am sent to the waiting area by this bitch doctor who thinks i have no reason at the hospital. all i want to know is what is going on when i get to the waiting room the cops are questioning monica still and i cant talk to her so instead on my way out i make the motion to call me with my hand. im still waiting to see what is going on.