Insomnia and God.
God likes insomniacs, I think.
I think he's an insomniac too, makes sense, if you think about it.
You don't much time to sleep when you run the universe.
You'll have to forgive if my grammar is bad, it's 2:37 am and I am as tired as hell.
Someone I thought I liked proved unlikable today,
That sucks.
Someone I thought I knew proved unknowable today.
That sucks.
Someone called me disgusting today.
I'm not.
Screw 'em, I don't care.
They don't like me because I understand.
I understand it, can you see?
The world, its unfolded, like a math equation, my heads going to explode, I dont know how to explain it.
I just- Know.
It's like knowing everything and nothing simultaneously.
It's complete freedom and complete bondage.
I finally get it
I understand why I'm here, why you're here, why God's God and I'm me.
I know why.
I understand it. Do you know what I mean?
Its like I've been living in the dark all this time.
In the cold, unforgiving dark.
Now I can see, not because someone turned on the light.
But because someone told me to open my eyes and look at things completely differently and completely the same.
What am I thinking about?
Simple, It's
Everything, and
Nothing, and it's
the end of the world.
If only you could see what I see, reader, if only you could understand, there is beauty in these numbers, there is God here.
The world works, I get it. I understand the universe, I comprehend it.
Its so amazing I can't put it to words, the world... I get it.
this is what man has strived for for 10,000 years,
and I got it.
Me, of all people, me.
An insomniac,
A Christian, God Fearing Insomniac,
who's an Audio Engineer for a Death Metal band.
who's certainly not the greatest person alive.
Gets it.
What can I say, God Loves insomniacs.
I think he's an insomniac too, makes sense, if you think about it.
You don't much time to sleep when you run the universe.
You'll have to forgive if my grammar is bad, it's 2:37 am and I am as tired as hell.
Someone I thought I liked proved unlikable today,
That sucks.
Someone I thought I knew proved unknowable today.
That sucks.
Someone called me disgusting today.
I'm not.
Screw 'em, I don't care.
They don't like me because I understand.
I understand it, can you see?
The world, its unfolded, like a math equation, my heads going to explode, I dont know how to explain it.
I just- Know.
It's like knowing everything and nothing simultaneously.
It's complete freedom and complete bondage.
I finally get it
I understand why I'm here, why you're here, why God's God and I'm me.
I know why.
I understand it. Do you know what I mean?
Its like I've been living in the dark all this time.
In the cold, unforgiving dark.
Now I can see, not because someone turned on the light.
But because someone told me to open my eyes and look at things completely differently and completely the same.
What am I thinking about?
Simple, It's
Everything, and
Nothing, and it's
the end of the world.
If only you could see what I see, reader, if only you could understand, there is beauty in these numbers, there is God here.
The world works, I get it. I understand the universe, I comprehend it.
Its so amazing I can't put it to words, the world... I get it.
this is what man has strived for for 10,000 years,
and I got it.
Me, of all people, me.
An insomniac,
A Christian, God Fearing Insomniac,
who's an Audio Engineer for a Death Metal band.
who's certainly not the greatest person alive.
Gets it.
What can I say, God Loves insomniacs.