Dec 01, 2006 15:55
so I did clean the basement, but I didn't get to bring Toni to Buffalo. I ended up having to do the living room that day. It took a really long time and I snapped at my mother unnecessarily so many times. I knew even as I was doing it, that i felt bad but I was so angry and frusterated about having to get rid of so much stuff. It's so hard for me, I don't know why. I was really happy when it was done.
Kim gave me Steel Train songs, I love them, its so cute and happy but not obnoxious or tooo summery...because that stuff is just offensive in the Rochester winter. It was 71 degrees yesterday, today is it 37. sigh. I guess the name of their band had sorta been turning me off. it sounds more like...death metal than indie pop. and we ALL know which genre I would pick of those two
Gillian and I were talking about her coffee road trip and I'm TOTALLY going to hop on her north east leg of the trip! Then I was talking about when I wanted to visit Tim and my mom was like ehhh after you get out of debt? So I jokingly said he should pay for my ticket, and he said he would. It's so nice and awesome of him, it makes me even MORE excited to go out there! I think we decided on January 12-15 and Densie said it would be cool to miss work for the friday and monday too, so thats so cool.
The past few weeks I guess even I have just been in planning mode, I want to plan plan plan, I think its sorta like...related to stony brook and still not knowng FOR SURE if thats what I will be doing. I want it to be set, I want to KNOW.
Girl sent me this like...star sign profile thing, it was crazy, some things were very accurate, others I don't know if its that I don't see them or if I just don't want to. I don't know, but I sorta wish I hadn't seen it because ive been feeling very...anxious about the future, but I think thats related to other things as well.
ehhhh, ok almost time for curves...4 more hours of work till weekend, can't come soon enough!