Update:Well, here I go…
I’m home from Hong Kong. It was hard and challenging but every second was worth it. It so very wonderful!
Upon arriving home, Jon and I broke up. Which besides the fact that it totally sucks and I’m quite miserable at the moment, also means that the attention is taken completely off of my wonderful experience in Hong Kong to all this crap here with Jon. So, as an effort to shut everyone up, here’s the announcement.
Jon and I broke up. On his part…he has things he needs to work through and can’t if we’re together so.. it’s “not me, it’s him”. On my part…history repeats itself and I’m the one with the broken heart…again…><
So, that’s that. Please don’t ask about it anymore, if you really wanna know what’s going on ask Jon cause he’s the only one who really knows. On that note, him and I are still gonna be friends so don’t be all weirded out if you see us hanging out together.
And now, since every break up announcement needs to be ended in true depressed fashion, here is the song I’ve chosen for this break up…and at the bottom you’ll find a note to any future guys.
Keepin’ it real…
through laughter and tears,
Amy
P.s. Come hang out with me…I’m lonely.
“What Hurts the Most” by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Note to any guys who may try to pursue me in the future: Work your butt off, be creative, don’t make promises you can’t keep and don’t give up when it gets hard…cause it’s gonna get hard. If you can’t do all of those four things, don’t even think about pursuing me. I will have no more cop out guys who say one thing and do another. End of story.
Upon arriving home, Jon and I broke up. Which besides the fact that it totally sucks and I’m quite miserable at the moment, also means that the attention is taken completely off of my wonderful experience in Hong Kong to all this crap here with Jon. So, as an effort to shut everyone up, here’s the announcement.
Jon and I broke up. On his part…he has things he needs to work through and can’t if we’re together so.. it’s “not me, it’s him”. On my part…history repeats itself and I’m the one with the broken heart…again…><
So, that’s that. Please don’t ask about it anymore, if you really wanna know what’s going on ask Jon cause he’s the only one who really knows. On that note, him and I are still gonna be friends so don’t be all weirded out if you see us hanging out together.
And now, since every break up announcement needs to be ended in true depressed fashion, here is the song I’ve chosen for this break up…and at the bottom you’ll find a note to any future guys.
Keepin’ it real…
through laughter and tears,
Amy
P.s. Come hang out with me…I’m lonely.
“What Hurts the Most” by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Note to any guys who may try to pursue me in the future: Work your butt off, be creative, don’t make promises you can’t keep and don’t give up when it gets hard…cause it’s gonna get hard. If you can’t do all of those four things, don’t even think about pursuing me. I will have no more cop out guys who say one thing and do another. End of story.