Crap
Yesterday was the worst day I've had in awhile. Worked for way too long by myself outside under the hot sun. Seven freakin' hours, people. Got home, was really crabby cried myself to sleep, which I did for about 20 minutes, got up, showered, had dinner. Things started to get better but then like days from hell do...everything just snowballed after that. My parents and I must've spent two hours trying to figure out when I'm supposed to take driver's Ed and plan all these other things around my already crazy summer schedule. The sad thing is...we didn't really end up deciding anything. My mom and I both got phone calls, and my dad fell asleep waiting for us to be done. Things are just so crazy, there's too much going on. I don't know what to think, I don't know what to feel. Talked to Vickie and Bria and my mummy. Had some ice cream and Chai tea (kinda weird combo...), wrote in my journal and cried myself to sleep again. I think when you cry yourself to sleep you get horrible sleep...I woke up like every hour and had haunting dreams. That's why I got up at 8:30, just couldn't take it anymore. I'm so utterly exhausted physically and emotionally.
Maybe I'll spend today reading...perhaps see Bria or Vickie some. I could actually start my garden in the back, the seed packets are still lying on my desk. I dunno if I really wanna garden anymore, after having done it for seven hours yesterday. We'll see. Sorry this update is sadish, I really don't like updating when life sucks, but I figured I ought to update, it's been awhile.
Maybe I'll spend today reading...perhaps see Bria or Vickie some. I could actually start my garden in the back, the seed packets are still lying on my desk. I dunno if I really wanna garden anymore, after having done it for seven hours yesterday. We'll see. Sorry this update is sadish, I really don't like updating when life sucks, but I figured I ought to update, it's been awhile.