things are looking up?
i've made a few changes that i think should help me to enjoy myself a little more. for one thing i'm taking a much more positive attitude toward work. i'm thinking of it in more of a long-term sense than just collecting a paycheck. i really feel like i can do a lot of good here and i've gotten to the point where i'm relied upon.
as far as the personal life, i think i'm going to try to take more of a proactive stance. i'm sick of waiting around for someone to come into my life to make me happy. i was invited to a writers' guild, so i think i'm going to join that and try to shift my focus away from my romantic failures. i'm also not going to keep putting up with people using me for a place to complain about how 'difficult' their life happens to be at that particular time. i've got my own problems to deal with, people. usually they don't take my advice anyway; they just like to complain.
finally, i realized that i've kept some people in my life for the wrong reasons. i don't want to live the delusion anymore. i'm going to pay more attention to the people who are true friends that i've regretfully neglected for far too long. for those of you in that category, i apologize.
anyway, on a more factual note, i'd like to announce that i am now a pseudo-owner of a putt putt golf course :) my current boss fronted the cash for the purchase, but wants nothing to do with operations. she's going to sign me on to all the accounts and turn the place over to me. it's going to be incredibly challenging to turn the place around, but i'm positive i can do it. i'm really looking forward to putting that much energy into something that i truly love.
well that's all for now. hopefully i'll keep up with this thing more now that i'll be making an effort to write on a regular basis.
much love,
~adam
as far as the personal life, i think i'm going to try to take more of a proactive stance. i'm sick of waiting around for someone to come into my life to make me happy. i was invited to a writers' guild, so i think i'm going to join that and try to shift my focus away from my romantic failures. i'm also not going to keep putting up with people using me for a place to complain about how 'difficult' their life happens to be at that particular time. i've got my own problems to deal with, people. usually they don't take my advice anyway; they just like to complain.
finally, i realized that i've kept some people in my life for the wrong reasons. i don't want to live the delusion anymore. i'm going to pay more attention to the people who are true friends that i've regretfully neglected for far too long. for those of you in that category, i apologize.
anyway, on a more factual note, i'd like to announce that i am now a pseudo-owner of a putt putt golf course :) my current boss fronted the cash for the purchase, but wants nothing to do with operations. she's going to sign me on to all the accounts and turn the place over to me. it's going to be incredibly challenging to turn the place around, but i'm positive i can do it. i'm really looking forward to putting that much energy into something that i truly love.
well that's all for now. hopefully i'll keep up with this thing more now that i'll be making an effort to write on a regular basis.
much love,
~adam