Happy 7th Of July!! :P
Ok ok ok ok.
I don't even know WHERE to begin. I'm going to surmise that the whole month of June pretty much sucked. Thus who needs to write in here when it would just be depressing shit?
Not me.
But, just to get the recap over with and everyone up to speed here we go.
The biggest thing was Grandma Baize passed away. That was one of the roughest things I've had to deal with. A lot tougher than I thought it would be. Hmm...what else? I almost got fired, cuz I am late for work too much. (Fixed that problem) I had a job interview but wasn't hired. (No biggie really. The job probably would've sucked) My car is reaching the end of its road and I desperately need a new one. (Yeah, still working on this one)
So here we are and the 4th has come and gone. This has always been one of my favorite holidays. Always good memories of the 4th of July. It's summer baby! I love it! :D :D
Supposedly here is my horoscope for today:
Capricorn -- December 21 - January 19
You should be able to accomplish quite a bit, and you will find that your emotions are much more grounded than usual, dear Capricorn. You are more in touch with your inner state, and your masculine and feminine sides are working well together. There is a good balance between the yin and the yang within you, so use this fantastic combination of energies to your best ability.
Not sure how accurate these things are...if at all. But I got some things done today. Mostly fixing things. Something I've always been good at. (And have a tendency to over work at when I really get into it.) I worked on the beater, a.k.a my car. :) The drivers side door lock was falling out basically. It's rusted from a previous incident of someone breaking the fucker and stealing my shit, but that's another story. Anyways, it's all fixed up now and a damn fine job it is if I do say so myself!!
Fixed a few other small things around the house involving the front and back doors and stuff. For some reason the this was the theme for today: if it was crooked, I straightened it. If it was loose, I tightened the bitch, If it was just fucked up lookin', I un-fucked it and made it look nice.
Now I sit here at frickin' 2am and should be passin' out. Which I will soon. But this whole "fixing" theme just blew though my mind again before I sat down here at the PC. And for some reason I'm thinking again about the past. The one thing in life you can never fix. So, why even bother thinking about it? That's the dilemma here I guess. The only reason I have for thinking about the past is so you can remember what NOT to do, therefore avoiding the need to fix shit in the future.
Sounds logical right?? LOL!!
Ah, who knows.
Hmm...for old times sake I'm ending this entry with a song. It's a new Coldplay song, appropriately titled "Fix You".
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
I don't even know WHERE to begin. I'm going to surmise that the whole month of June pretty much sucked. Thus who needs to write in here when it would just be depressing shit?
Not me.
But, just to get the recap over with and everyone up to speed here we go.
The biggest thing was Grandma Baize passed away. That was one of the roughest things I've had to deal with. A lot tougher than I thought it would be. Hmm...what else? I almost got fired, cuz I am late for work too much. (Fixed that problem) I had a job interview but wasn't hired. (No biggie really. The job probably would've sucked) My car is reaching the end of its road and I desperately need a new one. (Yeah, still working on this one)
So here we are and the 4th has come and gone. This has always been one of my favorite holidays. Always good memories of the 4th of July. It's summer baby! I love it! :D :D
Supposedly here is my horoscope for today:
Capricorn -- December 21 - January 19
You should be able to accomplish quite a bit, and you will find that your emotions are much more grounded than usual, dear Capricorn. You are more in touch with your inner state, and your masculine and feminine sides are working well together. There is a good balance between the yin and the yang within you, so use this fantastic combination of energies to your best ability.
Not sure how accurate these things are...if at all. But I got some things done today. Mostly fixing things. Something I've always been good at. (And have a tendency to over work at when I really get into it.) I worked on the beater, a.k.a my car. :) The drivers side door lock was falling out basically. It's rusted from a previous incident of someone breaking the fucker and stealing my shit, but that's another story. Anyways, it's all fixed up now and a damn fine job it is if I do say so myself!!
Fixed a few other small things around the house involving the front and back doors and stuff. For some reason the this was the theme for today: if it was crooked, I straightened it. If it was loose, I tightened the bitch, If it was just fucked up lookin', I un-fucked it and made it look nice.
Now I sit here at frickin' 2am and should be passin' out. Which I will soon. But this whole "fixing" theme just blew though my mind again before I sat down here at the PC. And for some reason I'm thinking again about the past. The one thing in life you can never fix. So, why even bother thinking about it? That's the dilemma here I guess. The only reason I have for thinking about the past is so you can remember what NOT to do, therefore avoiding the need to fix shit in the future.
Sounds logical right?? LOL!!
Ah, who knows.
Hmm...for old times sake I'm ending this entry with a song. It's a new Coldplay song, appropriately titled "Fix You".
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.