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Hey, Business was cancelled coz Lee's in Manchester getin feedback on our exams and i got an hr and a half to waste before i go to me short course so thought id update! Could have just gone home and not gone to me short course, but would have jus sat on the net theere and not done anything constructive.
Speakin of exams, results from the january modules and resits are out next Thurs(17th) so if i get what i wanted il be havin a good st.patricks day! The way me luck is goin at the moment i aint building up much hope. I got rejected by every uni i applied to minus Glasgow so i accepted thier offer of BBB at A-Level, which i know is impossible for me to achieve. Everyone keeps talking about unis' and college and im sick to death of it already. God knows what im going to do when it comes to the summer. Most likeley go through clearing. think im going to buy a new phone, ive been trying to top-up but me mobile company (virgin, everyone avoid) wouldn't let me so i spent about half an hr on hold and talking to various people to try and get some money on. Argh. Work is being piled down at coll, with all me subjects demanding coursework before easter so am jus going to have to lock myself away nd concentrate. Still aint back with Chez! Don't know y im saying that because i know that it's going to be much longer than this. I keep getting all messed up, at times i sit thinking about her nd she's all i want, then at other times i can't be bothered with the stress and the problems and nearly say enough is enough. I know what i want, her, but dont know if the positives are being outweighed by the negatives. The result all of this is i'm hardly talking to anyone at the minute and am really not myself. I'm finding that i can't trust anyone either, not through anything anyone has done, im jus keeping myself to myself. I hate it!
Ooh, on fri i went to help caz out with her portfolio at college, meant having a manicure and pedicure. I'm not a tart clarky! Can't really complain like, could think of much worse things i could have been doing on a friday afternoon than being pampered by good looking girls in uniform.
Trying to be more positive here...things to look forward too, well. i sent me provisional driving licence away yesterday and as soon as i get it im going to make some sort of start, either on the theroy or start with lessons straight away. Got the form for the gym in me bag as well, jus need to get the ppl at college to stamp it before i hand it in, jus can neve find the motivation to get that completed. Tonight, after spending the past 2 nights of this week sitting doing nothing and messing about on the computer i think im going to the quiz eith nige again, always cheers me up, even without drink. Outlook for the rest of the week, erm nothing planned til staurday, prob jus saty in nd do work for college.
Weekend=work again. should be alright, except i need some new jeans and shoes coz me old ones have holes in, especially in places where they shouldn't lol. Am at a History conference next monday with college but next week ive got nothing planned so far. Need to get back to caz about next tues night, so might be going to hers then. Apart from that thats my life people.
Adios
Joe
Speakin of exams, results from the january modules and resits are out next Thurs(17th) so if i get what i wanted il be havin a good st.patricks day! The way me luck is goin at the moment i aint building up much hope. I got rejected by every uni i applied to minus Glasgow so i accepted thier offer of BBB at A-Level, which i know is impossible for me to achieve. Everyone keeps talking about unis' and college and im sick to death of it already. God knows what im going to do when it comes to the summer. Most likeley go through clearing. think im going to buy a new phone, ive been trying to top-up but me mobile company (virgin, everyone avoid) wouldn't let me so i spent about half an hr on hold and talking to various people to try and get some money on. Argh. Work is being piled down at coll, with all me subjects demanding coursework before easter so am jus going to have to lock myself away nd concentrate. Still aint back with Chez! Don't know y im saying that because i know that it's going to be much longer than this. I keep getting all messed up, at times i sit thinking about her nd she's all i want, then at other times i can't be bothered with the stress and the problems and nearly say enough is enough. I know what i want, her, but dont know if the positives are being outweighed by the negatives. The result all of this is i'm hardly talking to anyone at the minute and am really not myself. I'm finding that i can't trust anyone either, not through anything anyone has done, im jus keeping myself to myself. I hate it!
Ooh, on fri i went to help caz out with her portfolio at college, meant having a manicure and pedicure. I'm not a tart clarky! Can't really complain like, could think of much worse things i could have been doing on a friday afternoon than being pampered by good looking girls in uniform.
Trying to be more positive here...things to look forward too, well. i sent me provisional driving licence away yesterday and as soon as i get it im going to make some sort of start, either on the theroy or start with lessons straight away. Got the form for the gym in me bag as well, jus need to get the ppl at college to stamp it before i hand it in, jus can neve find the motivation to get that completed. Tonight, after spending the past 2 nights of this week sitting doing nothing and messing about on the computer i think im going to the quiz eith nige again, always cheers me up, even without drink. Outlook for the rest of the week, erm nothing planned til staurday, prob jus saty in nd do work for college.
Weekend=work again. should be alright, except i need some new jeans and shoes coz me old ones have holes in, especially in places where they shouldn't lol. Am at a History conference next monday with college but next week ive got nothing planned so far. Need to get back to caz about next tues night, so might be going to hers then. Apart from that thats my life people.
Adios
Joe