its 2007
Yesterday, New Years Eve, was a long day. It had definite ups and downs for sure but I think for the most part it was a good day. I am however up way to early. The preliminary stages of cleaning have been taken care of and by noon i plan on having transferred the debris outside before my mom starts to freak out.
Speaking of freaking out, ugh, never mind.
I spent a lot of time last night internally reflecting as I do seemingly every new years. Im never very optimistic about the upcoming year, I'm usually justified. I questioned my values and what I thought I knew.
I really have no idea why I decided to post in livejournal, I guess because I know that tv will suck, no ones awake and I really have nothing else to do.
I feel like an asshole.
One of my new years resolutions may be harder than I thought. My plan last night was to remove the temptation, it was less than successful. Major bummer.
I'm ending this post before it gets depressing, or more depressing depending on how you read whats already been written. Today is going to be a day of reflection and hopefully it will end on a positive note.
Speaking of freaking out, ugh, never mind.
I spent a lot of time last night internally reflecting as I do seemingly every new years. Im never very optimistic about the upcoming year, I'm usually justified. I questioned my values and what I thought I knew.
I really have no idea why I decided to post in livejournal, I guess because I know that tv will suck, no ones awake and I really have nothing else to do.
I feel like an asshole.
One of my new years resolutions may be harder than I thought. My plan last night was to remove the temptation, it was less than successful. Major bummer.
I'm ending this post before it gets depressing, or more depressing depending on how you read whats already been written. Today is going to be a day of reflection and hopefully it will end on a positive note.