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So what's the deal with me lately? .... I'm on vacation... I'm getting paid to do absolutely squat.... and what do I do w/ my time? I sit, and I think.... and god how I wish I didn't think.... Janette called me at 5:30 in the morning several nights ago... Why? so she could tell me she's worried about her fuck buddy?... Wow.... I am tired of feeling the way I do. I'm stable, I have a job, I'm paying my dues... but why can't I get her off my mind? Someone told me "go fuck a bunch of chicks" I just need a labotomy to get rid of the memories that took almost 2 years to make..... If there's a cure... sign me up