Days Gone by
5:36 pm - Another Day another Scrape
Today was one of those OMG kinda days.... stayed up way too late on the computer last night.... knowing that I had a Doctor's appointment in the morning down in Galveston UTMB.... ok I got to my appointment, they started asking me questions like I was some kind of a drug addict or something. after sitting through about 2 hours of questions and sheeet, we finally got some scripts and such It was time to go to sleep on the way home again.... I blinked out and !bam! I was home again thank god.... Took another Nap, Got cleaned up for company, and then I decided to go Skate... I know what there needs to be invented for the damned sport... an ass Guard!!!! I fell on my ass for the first time... (not just my collective ass but my ass bone) Damn it felt like somebody frogged me right in my ass... so here I sit with ass in hand chillen.... wondering if my friend will ever stop being a stupid sociopath over the caught between two Psychos thing, It was awesome... it felt like I was in a chase scene from COPS!!! anyway fuck em both
current music: Flogging Molly - The Ol' Beggers Bush
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3:19 am - Another day
Today Is day 2 I have yet to hear from the psychos, I'm loving every minute of the fact that I no longer have to deal with their bullshit.... but I feel like sheet right now... I hope my friends could pull their heads out of their asses and wake up and smell the concrete as some posin assed limp bizkit guy said.... Hopefully my Life will change for the better now that my health is coming back slowly and stress it being relieved and just BLAH!
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Sunday, March 31st, 2002
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3:38 am - Caught in the middle of two Psychos
Tonight, my best friends ex from a long time ago, asked "as friends" to go catch a movie because I haven't been healthy for quite some time now. I agreed to it from Last Wed, and for Saturday night to just get out of the house and go catch a movie as friends. I have no interest in this woman as a perspective Girl friend... 1. She's with child and 2. She has plenty of baggage 3. 1 and 2 are plenty. Anyway, My friend whom I hold dearest to my heart chilled with me today most of the day and He knew I was going to the Movies with his long ago X and he left after The phone call came that she was coming. Then He waits for her to come over then stops bye again only to say "Bye Josh" "fuck off Meagan".... then he stormed off... pissed off by that remark, Meagan began hot pursuit hitting one curb losing both hub caps on that side, and then just like in cops we were pursuing him to a certain extent with Meagan on the phone bugging him, bitching back and forth........... It was too much drama for me to handle, but there he was @ the movie theatre waiting on us to catch the movie. "Stay the fuck away from him" he says. I just wanted to go catch the "Death of Smoochy" which is an awesome movie bye the way.... I'm done bitching I wish I didn't go through the bullshit that just transpired this weekend..... hopefully I'll take some ativan and pass the fuck out and maybe I'll forget
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Saturday, March 30th, 2002
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8:28 pm
Today was a fun day, I suppose.... I woke once again to feel that my health is becoming better day by day, Y only a week ago, I couldn't get up without being paranoid that my heart would stop. But since I've got my Skate board and taught My Bestest Friend in the entire world Kat that Postwhoring @ FTJ might be fun. Anywho, after getting Kat Set up with the FTJ today I went to the Mall to exchange a necklace that the finish came off of only like a week of owning it..... took care of that went and grabbed some grubb @ the Chinese Buffet to find that all of a sudden a turd floater with ice cubes snuck up on us ( Raining like a bitch w/ marble size hail) but anywho, now I'm home ready and waiting for the rain to stop... Byebye
current mood: chipper
current music: The Moody Blues - Nights In White Satin
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12:11 am
Tonight was fun. Normally I totally disapprove any and all losery guys who try and date my sister. I dunno, I think it's the fact that they used to come over and just focus on My sister rather than get to know the family. I have a new prospective brother in law. I think I'm going to have a healthy relationship w/ my sister now that she's got her guy and I get to beat him into what he should be doing. but that's just old skoolish... but it is nice to actually hold a conversation that is more than "Hey what's? up?" but tonight I got to go skating with him, and learned a thing or two about skating. I've can do my switch no problem now I loves it, Rodney Mullen here I come!!!.... I'd never be like that man, he's just too gawd awefully God like *prays to idol in closet* Anyway, I've found a new friend and somebody whom I can trust to treat my sister right and who will actually hang out w/ all of us..... Goodnight
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Friday, March 29th, 2002
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7:02 pm
Today is the Second day with my Skate board, sure I may be a little old to be picking it up. But from years of Idolizing people like Rodney Mullen, and other's who gained recognition for their high flying antics *coughBoneyHawkcough* but anyway, I've had health problems that may include tumors on my Adrenal glands and I decided that I would got and get my Damned skate board and give it a shot.... I've got one word... OUCH!... I can skate and steer, but when I start trying stuff that looks so easily finessed in the videos and video games *not a game loon still in reality*.... but I've been working on switch skating at a basket ball court at a local park and I swung way too damned fast and I slapped that perfectly paved concrete, I thought I would die.... I thought I broke my damned hip, but wait, I'm not an old man yet. anyway I'm going to put some ice on it and go at it again.... other than that I've been trying new things to get my mind of the possibility that I may have the tumors, and it's looking good actually that I just may not have anything of the such... But I must still be alive, my hip hurts.
current mood: thoughtful
current music: Foo Fighter's My Hero
Today was one of those OMG kinda days.... stayed up way too late on the computer last night.... knowing that I had a Doctor's appointment in the morning down in Galveston UTMB.... ok I got to my appointment, they started asking me questions like I was some kind of a drug addict or something. after sitting through about 2 hours of questions and sheeet, we finally got some scripts and such It was time to go to sleep on the way home again.... I blinked out and !bam! I was home again thank god.... Took another Nap, Got cleaned up for company, and then I decided to go Skate... I know what there needs to be invented for the damned sport... an ass Guard!!!! I fell on my ass for the first time... (not just my collective ass but my ass bone) Damn it felt like somebody frogged me right in my ass... so here I sit with ass in hand chillen.... wondering if my friend will ever stop being a stupid sociopath over the caught between two Psychos thing, It was awesome... it felt like I was in a chase scene from COPS!!! anyway fuck em both
current music: Flogging Molly - The Ol' Beggers Bush
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3:19 am - Another day
Today Is day 2 I have yet to hear from the psychos, I'm loving every minute of the fact that I no longer have to deal with their bullshit.... but I feel like sheet right now... I hope my friends could pull their heads out of their asses and wake up and smell the concrete as some posin assed limp bizkit guy said.... Hopefully my Life will change for the better now that my health is coming back slowly and stress it being relieved and just BLAH!
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Sunday, March 31st, 2002
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3:38 am - Caught in the middle of two Psychos
Tonight, my best friends ex from a long time ago, asked "as friends" to go catch a movie because I haven't been healthy for quite some time now. I agreed to it from Last Wed, and for Saturday night to just get out of the house and go catch a movie as friends. I have no interest in this woman as a perspective Girl friend... 1. She's with child and 2. She has plenty of baggage 3. 1 and 2 are plenty. Anyway, My friend whom I hold dearest to my heart chilled with me today most of the day and He knew I was going to the Movies with his long ago X and he left after The phone call came that she was coming. Then He waits for her to come over then stops bye again only to say "Bye Josh" "fuck off Meagan".... then he stormed off... pissed off by that remark, Meagan began hot pursuit hitting one curb losing both hub caps on that side, and then just like in cops we were pursuing him to a certain extent with Meagan on the phone bugging him, bitching back and forth........... It was too much drama for me to handle, but there he was @ the movie theatre waiting on us to catch the movie. "Stay the fuck away from him" he says. I just wanted to go catch the "Death of Smoochy" which is an awesome movie bye the way.... I'm done bitching I wish I didn't go through the bullshit that just transpired this weekend..... hopefully I'll take some ativan and pass the fuck out and maybe I'll forget
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Saturday, March 30th, 2002
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8:28 pm
Today was a fun day, I suppose.... I woke once again to feel that my health is becoming better day by day, Y only a week ago, I couldn't get up without being paranoid that my heart would stop. But since I've got my Skate board and taught My Bestest Friend in the entire world Kat that Postwhoring @ FTJ might be fun. Anywho, after getting Kat Set up with the FTJ today I went to the Mall to exchange a necklace that the finish came off of only like a week of owning it..... took care of that went and grabbed some grubb @ the Chinese Buffet to find that all of a sudden a turd floater with ice cubes snuck up on us ( Raining like a bitch w/ marble size hail) but anywho, now I'm home ready and waiting for the rain to stop... Byebye
current mood: chipper
current music: The Moody Blues - Nights In White Satin
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12:11 am
Tonight was fun. Normally I totally disapprove any and all losery guys who try and date my sister. I dunno, I think it's the fact that they used to come over and just focus on My sister rather than get to know the family. I have a new prospective brother in law. I think I'm going to have a healthy relationship w/ my sister now that she's got her guy and I get to beat him into what he should be doing. but that's just old skoolish... but it is nice to actually hold a conversation that is more than "Hey what's? up?" but tonight I got to go skating with him, and learned a thing or two about skating. I've can do my switch no problem now I loves it, Rodney Mullen here I come!!!.... I'd never be like that man, he's just too gawd awefully God like *prays to idol in closet* Anyway, I've found a new friend and somebody whom I can trust to treat my sister right and who will actually hang out w/ all of us..... Goodnight
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Friday, March 29th, 2002
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7:02 pm
Today is the Second day with my Skate board, sure I may be a little old to be picking it up. But from years of Idolizing people like Rodney Mullen, and other's who gained recognition for their high flying antics *coughBoneyHawkcough* but anyway, I've had health problems that may include tumors on my Adrenal glands and I decided that I would got and get my Damned skate board and give it a shot.... I've got one word... OUCH!... I can skate and steer, but when I start trying stuff that looks so easily finessed in the videos and video games *not a game loon still in reality*.... but I've been working on switch skating at a basket ball court at a local park and I swung way too damned fast and I slapped that perfectly paved concrete, I thought I would die.... I thought I broke my damned hip, but wait, I'm not an old man yet. anyway I'm going to put some ice on it and go at it again.... other than that I've been trying new things to get my mind of the possibility that I may have the tumors, and it's looking good actually that I just may not have anything of the such... But I must still be alive, my hip hurts.
current mood: thoughtful
current music: Foo Fighter's My Hero