Another long night for a hopeless romantic...
So heres another update cuz im bored awake and melancholic....you been warned.
im stuck living a nocturnal life as most of my friends work and go to school in the morning, i sleep all day and see them in that small window of time they have open to hang out. thank god for the weekend. for the most part im always home, till someone is free then i rush to hang out before getting stuck back in here...
im finally getting my poetry aura back again..i feel it, The sadness has once more returned to its rightful place to light my soul, Deep inside to hold me from the darkness.
so im contantly in moments where i just want to be in complete silence and submerge myself in music. mostly HURT, Mark Davis, Cat Power, Brand New, Keren Ann (from Lady&Bird), Coldplay...i cant remember more right now, but i been really into heavily melancholian melodies. im gonna set myself on doing what i've always wanted to do, learn the Guitar. there's alot of deep feelings that i am constantly around, so why not try and find my own way to bleed it out.
lol Why couldnt i have been a football insentive Jock, who is too stupid to aknowledge feelings. anyway this song rocks.
"You never worked well with our group
Not with the faults we found
So we've fixed you with cement galoshes
No one can save you now
Unless you have friends among fish
There’ll still be no air to breathe
You could drink up the entire ocean
I’ll still find someone to be everything we know that you’ll never be
im stuck living a nocturnal life as most of my friends work and go to school in the morning, i sleep all day and see them in that small window of time they have open to hang out. thank god for the weekend. for the most part im always home, till someone is free then i rush to hang out before getting stuck back in here...
im finally getting my poetry aura back again..i feel it, The sadness has once more returned to its rightful place to light my soul, Deep inside to hold me from the darkness.
so im contantly in moments where i just want to be in complete silence and submerge myself in music. mostly HURT, Mark Davis, Cat Power, Brand New, Keren Ann (from Lady&Bird), Coldplay...i cant remember more right now, but i been really into heavily melancholian melodies. im gonna set myself on doing what i've always wanted to do, learn the Guitar. there's alot of deep feelings that i am constantly around, so why not try and find my own way to bleed it out.
lol Why couldnt i have been a football insentive Jock, who is too stupid to aknowledge feelings. anyway this song rocks.
Click to view"You never worked well with our group
Not with the faults we found
So we've fixed you with cement galoshes
No one can save you now
Unless you have friends among fish
There’ll still be no air to breathe
You could drink up the entire ocean
I’ll still find someone to be everything we know that you’ll never be