I always know that I don't know

[joebender]

I could've been asleep or just waking up and not here, but at my friends house. Why didn't I just stay. I guess it's better than having my mom being mad at me when she gets back, but I don't even know that for sure. And she's not here. She actually left...without me. Without her own son. Where? That stupid cruise. Yes, I am really happy that she

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oooohhh....

[anonymous]

Yes. Yes. That's so very true. By the grace of God... and But for the grace of God are phrases that I've been realizing ALOT lately. Realizing how true they are and how much I've neglected and taken them for granted.
Last night I was reading J.C. Ryle's "Holiness" (oooh mama, that's one good book) and the first chapter is about the doctrine of sin. In one section he says, "But for the grace of God bringing us to our knees and breaking our willful spirit in order for us to see our clearly depraved state, we could not make an attempt at a Holy Life." How true that is, and how wonderful His grace is... and it's new every morning. hmm.. I can't fathom it. At all. It just.. breaks me, when I think of all I've done, and all I haven't done and.. still he remains unchanging. Wow.

"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just, and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness" ` John 1:9

God's word... such a.. blessing isn't strong enough word, ya know? ok ok, this is getting long and I kinda have forgotten just what it was I wanted to say.. oh well.

Oh yeah! question about graduation... um.. I remember your mom saying b'fore that she was wanting to do something or some kind of party or something for you after and I got to thinking that it could be a lil big what with your family and all, so I was wanting to let her know that I'd be more than happy to help her! I could even leave the ceremony earlier and do whatever needed to be done so she could enjoy the whole long boring... err.. not boring um... but you get the picture =P BUT! If she changed her mind and just wants to do a family thing and no big party that's great too! Just let her know that I'm here to help, okiedoke??

oh! and it's kinda sad being alone I know, but just think of the wonderful time that your mom is gonna have! hmmm, but it is hard. Cheer up old fellow and why don't you.. clean or something. Yeah, clean the house all shiny and squeaky like so that way she'll be WOWED when she comes home. okay. bye =)

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