decisions
decisions, decisions. fucked up! zhenghua didnt want to take me back, they said they registered me for the n's and i didnt attend. well, its cause no one bothered to tell me they did. cant try any other school now. im so stressed. imma take private o's. gonna check out the schools tmr. heading to town with my kids (cousins) too. my parents are fucking arguing over i dunno what too. i would think of smoking now but i cant.
as i grow older, i realised that problems are piling up. why cant things be just as simple as things were 10 years before? i think i found out the true meaning of life sucks now.
i would really like to know the meaning of life when i die. will all the questions be answered? did joeanne ever loved me? is everything in life predestined? i would like to think we can control our own destiny. im lost now more than ever. im starting to feel no reason in living. things will get better i know. but is it worth it?
as i grow older, i realised that problems are piling up. why cant things be just as simple as things were 10 years before? i think i found out the true meaning of life sucks now.
i would really like to know the meaning of life when i die. will all the questions be answered? did joeanne ever loved me? is everything in life predestined? i would like to think we can control our own destiny. im lost now more than ever. im starting to feel no reason in living. things will get better i know. but is it worth it?