do you understand, i doubt it

[joe_x_oblivion]

If I could tell you all how I felt, let you hear it all inside. You would understand a little more, then just some ordinary guy. But never would you have the chance, because I will never lie. You all scare the shit out of me, and that’s only one reason why. But if I did, where would I start, the questions I have in mind. Is… just how you felt, that one very night, and the reasons I loved is why? But your gone now, not the same person to this guy, you a kid lost in her own little world, blind to a real eye. But that’s ok, you and all the rest will one day see, the truth to your lies. And where will you be then, then a thousand steps behind, wondering what happen to that guy. So let me give you some insight, to as I explain why… there is four forces inside. Feelings say to hate you, you don’t deserve my love. Reason says to be nice to you, and logic tells me why, treat you just like the rest, there is no reason why. No one should be less or more, not to this guy. We are all the same, deep down inside. So fuck your creed, and your self induced lies, nothing makes you better then the rest, not even your self-pride. You think you stand above us all, because we are not like you, well some of us like the things we do, I am sorry you don’t approve. You just are a Emo girl, stuck in the real world, hypocritical nature in you eyes, you say you hate those who judge, but you are the 1st in line, never would you hang out with a jock, so take a picture and cry… my emotions don’t fell pity for you, you don’t deserve so much as a word spoken to you…., but can logic and reason explain as to why?

Half of me is just like you… and the other half you cant even compare to.