Sep 12, 2004 12:18
I just woke up about an hour ago, went downstairs and had some breakfast without the family. It so happens they all ate and didn't wake me up. Oh well, I like my sleep. Yesterday, I went to the movies with Carly, Josh and Gina. Yeah, I really like this whole new thing with me and Carly. I'm glad we're becoming friends again. I bet everyone is sick of hearing me write about her. I'm happy for Josh and Gina they ended up really hitting it off. Tyler has a girlfriend now, he's going out with Kristy. I'm not a big fan of Kristy, she's friends with Sam and you all know I'm NOT a big fan of Sam. Sometimes I wonder why I let myself get into these messes. Honestly, I cannot stand her anymore. I think I'm going to write my story about Samantha Astley.
Well, we started going out in the spring of the year before last(2003). May 14th to be exact. She had a history behind her, had sex with this guy Dave, swore she'd never do it again when not being in love. I was really happy with Sam, we'd always hangout. My family liked her. Candice usually doesn't like my previous girlfriends, but she did like Sam. I guess it was just this set act same played for me and my family. We had been going out for 2 months. I was so happy. It didn't seem like anything would acctually ruin what we shared. It was awesome, Skyler was going out with Maggy (when isn't he lol) at the time and they were best friends (Sam and Maggy.) It was like Skyler and I had it working both ways for us. Even Josh was going out with Liz who was friends with them. It was like our whole group of friends all ahd someone. We'd always hangout all of us, then there'd be the times Sam and I would just hangout. We'd listen to mixtapes together, watch movies. When we hit the 3 months mark, is when everything went downhill. I found out that she had been cheating on me. After promising she'd NEVER do it with anyone else again unless in love. She had been having sex with Dave. I was heartbroken. For a long time I wasn't myself. You can ask any of my friends. I'm usually this funny guy, who's always making jokes and making people laugh. I was sevrely depressed. I couldn't believe that something so wonder turned out so horrible. If it weren't for my friends I would've have gotten through. Maggy and Liz stopped being her friend for my sake. They were so pissed off about what she did to me, they felt that their friendship with me was more important then with the little sluts. I eventually moved on. Obviously, now. That skank still has my CDs, and DVDs. She never returned them, not that I'd want them back or anything. Who knows what's on them. What really killed me, well shocked me was in school last year (2004) she came up to apologizng asking if I wanted her back. Was she kidding? Would I seriosuly ever in my life want the slut back? I hate her. I honestly do, I can't take to see her presence. My whole family despises her. My friends do, that is except for Kristy now whom I don't classify much as friend. Sam is such a huge slut, rumors went around about how she cheated on me. I didn't start them, I don't know who did. But they got around. Like her, yeah, you know what I mean, She does get arounddddd. I don't look for things like that in relationships, I look for trust, compassion, just cuddling with someone. Now, I look back on those horrible 3 months and I'm very happy that it didn't work out. I wouldn't want to be with someone liek her anyway.
Things did get alot better for, and I was back to myself, funny 'ol Joey. I dated new girls, things didn't work out. Some did, then faded. Over that summer I wasn't really with anyone. I met new people and friends. It all turned out great. Now Carly and I are experimenting with a new road. I hope it works out.
If you read that whole entry, you're my new best friend. :D It felt so good to write that entry. Too ALL my friend who helped me through that, I love you guys. All of you. You all know who you are. <3
Until Next Time, Joesph Fliesher.