in you I see dirty, in you I count stars
Thanks-g break was almost everything I thought it could be. soooo nice. so fun. from the first night just smoking under the stars in the prairie lands listening to the electricity and howling at coyotes, to the all grown up birthday party with the dancing and the pink floyd and the tats (yea, i heard there was a keg here man?), to the oakwood hills thrills with the old crew and some new ones. not to mention the excellent food, meaning both the turkey day food and the three or more times I ate my corner bakery chili.
There was this one point where I was just sitting in a car at night, packed in tight by all my closest friends, freaking out to music, and I everything just felt right. It was good.
Now I just got to finish these last few strenuous weeks off...guh. not cool.
I went to go play guitar hero with the guys last night after I was done freaking out about my term paper, thanks to alex for helping to calm me, and I just got beat up! kinda. but it was ok because we ordered Chinesische Speise.
Today was just gross. and our room has that weird, nauseating smell again that comes randomly and I probably should go take the garbage out or something but I'm too lazy to so I opened a window slightly and now rainy cold is coming in. I'm so jealous of everyone with cool dorm xmas lights. we both forgot ours so now we have to go venture to target or somewhere on saturday to find some. it's not an option.
So I think I'm surrounded by a lot of conservative, hypocritical pricks and prisses and I don't like it. I'm too tired to go into what I really have been thinking. I thought I would have the energy. why can't I just be ignorant and nice?? things would be a lot easier.
and on a side note: I dare anyone to find a better hip hop producer than pharrell. he is so spitze.
There was this one point where I was just sitting in a car at night, packed in tight by all my closest friends, freaking out to music, and I everything just felt right. It was good.
Now I just got to finish these last few strenuous weeks off...guh. not cool.
I went to go play guitar hero with the guys last night after I was done freaking out about my term paper, thanks to alex for helping to calm me, and I just got beat up! kinda. but it was ok because we ordered Chinesische Speise.
Today was just gross. and our room has that weird, nauseating smell again that comes randomly and I probably should go take the garbage out or something but I'm too lazy to so I opened a window slightly and now rainy cold is coming in. I'm so jealous of everyone with cool dorm xmas lights. we both forgot ours so now we have to go venture to target or somewhere on saturday to find some. it's not an option.
So I think I'm surrounded by a lot of conservative, hypocritical pricks and prisses and I don't like it. I'm too tired to go into what I really have been thinking. I thought I would have the energy. why can't I just be ignorant and nice?? things would be a lot easier.
and on a side note: I dare anyone to find a better hip hop producer than pharrell. he is so spitze.