Apr 27, 2005 08:34
wow its been a while. so i moved in with my real mom about a moth ago. she is crazy. no joke manic depressive. i am the only one there that can drive so i drive all the kids around. thats my job. man im "worthless"..... so i have had to see my mom go from acting like a meth head to screaming and braking shit for the past month. i try to stay sane by just staying in my room. its cool though when whitney comes up. she can brighten anyones day:) espeially mine.
i dont hate any of whitneys friends. i just dont understand one of them. we used to be really cool and hang out all the time. but then some shit happened and now its like shes looking for reasons to hate me. I never did anything to her. she did it to herself. sure i dont have a job, but im helping my family and thats where im needeed right now. and im not going to school, right now. I am going to be a pharmacist. i have goals, i have plans. i never did anything to you. im sorry my friends are assholes. but let whitney make decisions for herself. such as hanging out with me. maybe you havent realized but i broke up with her so i wouldnt hurt her. i cant give her 100% right now and she deserves 100%. i love her enough to do whats best for us. anyway im sorry you are so bitter towards me.
moving on. my adopted mom barb was cutting my hair and she gave me a mowhawk!!! its so fucking skinny, its rediculous. o well. it will grow out, but hopefully a lot , prom is in 2 weeks.
Shawnna came back! its soo weird seeing her. she is doing good. i missed her. im super glad that we are still friends. things are good.
I got a ford bronco 2. its cool. i feel like a hick when i drive it, but with my mowhawk, i look funny in it.
I saw amnityville horror. very errie! crazy movie go see it!
band practice today. fuck yeah. leave me comments bitches! good or bad. i wont get bitter:)
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