Goodbye, So Long, Amen
So, after i sign some documentation on monday, I will officially be working and probably living in sydney. While i hate this stink town of wollongong and have for a while, I've had fun hanging out with some of you jerks. Most of the people i've met down here and still talk to, and for that matter some that i dont talk to, had pretty significant impacts on my life. and will be fondly thought of.
Now I know a lot of you, have mixed feelings about me. thats understandable, im a depressed drunken jerk with a superiority complex who on several occasions has been rude and agressive to several of you, often seemingly without provocation or remorse. This is very true. I wish to take this window to apologise to those who don't see my train of logic, to those whose issues I've attacked and most importantly those of you who don't think I care about you.
Let's make this clear. If I've talked to you in the past month, I care about you. Regardless of what you do, who you do it to or why. Lately I've found that I've lost a lot of people in my life either through walking away, or doing something stupid. I've been deluding myself into assuming a lot of them weren't worth it. No more. You guys have stuck around me when it's been pitch black in my life and done it with good humour and forgiveness. You deserve better.
So, when I'm rolling in the Monash's (look it up), I hope to see you on one of my weekend adventures back home, to drink a toast to you and your good health. Oh yeah, im not buying you smokes. If you're one of my Sydney readers, please feel free to respond to this for contact info so we can hang out and do other fun stuff (will eventually need house).
so with that, i sign off what might very well be my last blog from Kiama.
Peace and love
Jimmeh
Now I know a lot of you, have mixed feelings about me. thats understandable, im a depressed drunken jerk with a superiority complex who on several occasions has been rude and agressive to several of you, often seemingly without provocation or remorse. This is very true. I wish to take this window to apologise to those who don't see my train of logic, to those whose issues I've attacked and most importantly those of you who don't think I care about you.
Let's make this clear. If I've talked to you in the past month, I care about you. Regardless of what you do, who you do it to or why. Lately I've found that I've lost a lot of people in my life either through walking away, or doing something stupid. I've been deluding myself into assuming a lot of them weren't worth it. No more. You guys have stuck around me when it's been pitch black in my life and done it with good humour and forgiveness. You deserve better.
So, when I'm rolling in the Monash's (look it up), I hope to see you on one of my weekend adventures back home, to drink a toast to you and your good health. Oh yeah, im not buying you smokes. If you're one of my Sydney readers, please feel free to respond to this for contact info so we can hang out and do other fun stuff (will eventually need house).
so with that, i sign off what might very well be my last blog from Kiama.
Peace and love
Jimmeh