Monogamy
What are your thoughts about monogamy?
Joe doesn't think about monogamy like most people do. He acknowledges that there's one person for him, one person he really loves and that it's Billy. But sometimes you just have to fuck other people, Joe knows this and he knows Billy knows it, too. Joe doesn't fuck anyone else now, not with Billy actually there and living with him, but that's different. It's different from the times they were together, but not. The times they lived in the same apartment, but danced around the attraction and the need. Joe fucked lots of other people during those times -- men, women, mostly groupies, sometimes roadies, now and then a hooker -- while he waited for the two of them to finally get their shit together.
Those people never counted, though. They never mattered. They were ways to pass the time until he and Billy could be Joe'n'Billy, so he's always been faithful to Billy. He's always wanted Billy first. Sometimes life just doesn't work that way, though, and sometimes you have to deal with what you've got. And when what he had wasn't Billy, Joe dealt with it. He doesn't need to worry about dealing with it anymore because it's just Billy now, and Joe's happy about that, but there used to be times when the two of them would fuck with each other just to avoid fucking each other.
Joe doesn't really miss those times.
There've been countless people in Joe's bed, most of them he can't even remember. But the only one who's mattered, the one he's loved since he was twelve, the one he's been committed to his whole life is Billy.
The rest of the people were just filler.
Joe doesn't think about monogamy like most people do. He acknowledges that there's one person for him, one person he really loves and that it's Billy. But sometimes you just have to fuck other people, Joe knows this and he knows Billy knows it, too. Joe doesn't fuck anyone else now, not with Billy actually there and living with him, but that's different. It's different from the times they were together, but not. The times they lived in the same apartment, but danced around the attraction and the need. Joe fucked lots of other people during those times -- men, women, mostly groupies, sometimes roadies, now and then a hooker -- while he waited for the two of them to finally get their shit together.
Those people never counted, though. They never mattered. They were ways to pass the time until he and Billy could be Joe'n'Billy, so he's always been faithful to Billy. He's always wanted Billy first. Sometimes life just doesn't work that way, though, and sometimes you have to deal with what you've got. And when what he had wasn't Billy, Joe dealt with it. He doesn't need to worry about dealing with it anymore because it's just Billy now, and Joe's happy about that, but there used to be times when the two of them would fuck with each other just to avoid fucking each other.
Joe doesn't really miss those times.
There've been countless people in Joe's bed, most of them he can't even remember. But the only one who's mattered, the one he's loved since he was twelve, the one he's been committed to his whole life is Billy.
The rest of the people were just filler.