well here we go...
I never write in this livejournal thing anymore, I think it's cuz I hate looking at it. It's soo ugly..I fucked something up on it, and I haven't asked lea or had the patience to try to fix it myself. Sooooo much has been going on lately, it's crazy.
Firstly, summer school is over and I now can say I am a graduate from Norwalk High School. It was such bullshit, that I was there in the first place. However, I'm glad that it is done, and that I can now move on to bigger and better places, (aka boston conservatory). The whole program wasn't as bad as I thought, and many weren't total ghetto fabulous dumbasses, but were there to learn something. I was truly surprised at how many people were there just so they could have more credits on their transcripts for college. I realize that all of the classes couldn't have been like this. Nonetheless, it was nice that my class in particular was.
This past friday, I went under the knive so to speak. I got my tonsils out at Heathsouth on the trumbull bridgeport line. My doctor, Dr. Pearl, specializes in singers and happens to be an excellent ENT. I starting going to him mid-january, because of a growth on my tonsil, but I ended up having to go there a few times and learned a lot. He really got me through my show, because although I was not 100%, he was the one who gave me the steroids, and without them, I wouldn't have been able to sing a note. All and all, it has been a good experience. I am looking forward to the pain of my tonsils coming out to subside. I am in soo much fucking pain! I just can't wait to sing again and to eat. i keep having these dreams of putting on these huge shows and then eating a fucking feast after! haha I've been living on jello, apple juice, popsiciles, and browth. I know that after all this, my voice is going to be better than ever, I should hopefully loose some weight(I've lost like 7 pounds already), and all and all I should be more healthy. I have been sick for so long. The doctor said that my tonsils were some of the biggest he had ever seen. He said that they were pitted and had all food stuck in them, and it was no wonder why I was having so many vocal problems and getting so sick. Right after surgury I was in pretty good shape. I was drinking a lot of fluids (which is really good), and I had a few popsiciles. I just can't wait for all this bullshit to be over.
I go on my cruise with scott, in a little less than 2 weeks. August 19th, we're taking a plane down to fort lauderdale, and getting on Princess Cruises that will take us to the bahammas, st. maartin, and st. thomas. I really hope it doesn't rain or do anything silly like that. I will be SOOO upset! I'm super excited about it though. I have never been on a cruise before. It was because of the cruise we had to move my surgury up, originally my surgury was this wednesday, because school was supposed to end tomorrow. Mr. Sullivan and Mr. Hariton let me take my final early, so there was no problem.
In about a week, Scott and I will have been dating for 6 months offically. Although, we really were sorta dating before that. This really turned into a long realationship. Scott though is soo wonderful for me, and he is soo caring. I really am going to try to make it work with college. I never thought I would be going to college with a boyfrined, but I suppose I will be. I never want to loose him as a friend. We have been through so much this past year, I don't think I have ever felt this about anyone. I take it forgranted so often. I know that when I am stressed and whatever, I can be such a dick, but scott just smiles and does whatever. And of course we have disagreements, LIKE ALL THE TIME, but, it's natural. He is coming down to take care of me today, and will probably be here till wednesday.
Edson and I sadly are not really talking. It's really upsetting, but I just can't play the bullshit drama game anymore. When him and john broke up, the world like fucking stopped. I was expected to stop being friends with John, who is one of my closest friends, and side with him. I had no intention of siding with anyone. I planned to keep a friendship with the both of them. I found out from Lea a few days ago, that the reason he was mad, was 2 weekends ago, I was supposed to go with him to some camping thing, and I had forgotten. He also, never had the curtosy, of reminding me. But, w/e. He asked what I did and I was tired and was like oh I'm not sure...and then I said that I drank with lea and people...and wen he asked where I said john's house. he took that as I was lying to him, and trying to cover it up. He has always said that I pick john over him, like it's some fucking race! i just don't have time for bullshit. If someone calls me and I'm not doing anything, I'm gonna hang out with them, if edson doesn't call me till 10pm and I'm expected to have time to chill...sorry...I feel terrible about everything that has gone on. But, just don't have the energy to deal with it.
i'm going to college in less than a month, for those of the people that want to get a phone call when I come home and want to still be a part of my life, know exactly who they are. I don't have time to play games and hang on to old-drama relationships, once I go to college, all the norwalk high drama, all the stupid norwalk shit; is over. I am starting a new stage in my life, I want it clear from drama, I know there will be enough at school.
Joey
joey
Firstly, summer school is over and I now can say I am a graduate from Norwalk High School. It was such bullshit, that I was there in the first place. However, I'm glad that it is done, and that I can now move on to bigger and better places, (aka boston conservatory). The whole program wasn't as bad as I thought, and many weren't total ghetto fabulous dumbasses, but were there to learn something. I was truly surprised at how many people were there just so they could have more credits on their transcripts for college. I realize that all of the classes couldn't have been like this. Nonetheless, it was nice that my class in particular was.
This past friday, I went under the knive so to speak. I got my tonsils out at Heathsouth on the trumbull bridgeport line. My doctor, Dr. Pearl, specializes in singers and happens to be an excellent ENT. I starting going to him mid-january, because of a growth on my tonsil, but I ended up having to go there a few times and learned a lot. He really got me through my show, because although I was not 100%, he was the one who gave me the steroids, and without them, I wouldn't have been able to sing a note. All and all, it has been a good experience. I am looking forward to the pain of my tonsils coming out to subside. I am in soo much fucking pain! I just can't wait to sing again and to eat. i keep having these dreams of putting on these huge shows and then eating a fucking feast after! haha I've been living on jello, apple juice, popsiciles, and browth. I know that after all this, my voice is going to be better than ever, I should hopefully loose some weight(I've lost like 7 pounds already), and all and all I should be more healthy. I have been sick for so long. The doctor said that my tonsils were some of the biggest he had ever seen. He said that they were pitted and had all food stuck in them, and it was no wonder why I was having so many vocal problems and getting so sick. Right after surgury I was in pretty good shape. I was drinking a lot of fluids (which is really good), and I had a few popsiciles. I just can't wait for all this bullshit to be over.
I go on my cruise with scott, in a little less than 2 weeks. August 19th, we're taking a plane down to fort lauderdale, and getting on Princess Cruises that will take us to the bahammas, st. maartin, and st. thomas. I really hope it doesn't rain or do anything silly like that. I will be SOOO upset! I'm super excited about it though. I have never been on a cruise before. It was because of the cruise we had to move my surgury up, originally my surgury was this wednesday, because school was supposed to end tomorrow. Mr. Sullivan and Mr. Hariton let me take my final early, so there was no problem.
In about a week, Scott and I will have been dating for 6 months offically. Although, we really were sorta dating before that. This really turned into a long realationship. Scott though is soo wonderful for me, and he is soo caring. I really am going to try to make it work with college. I never thought I would be going to college with a boyfrined, but I suppose I will be. I never want to loose him as a friend. We have been through so much this past year, I don't think I have ever felt this about anyone. I take it forgranted so often. I know that when I am stressed and whatever, I can be such a dick, but scott just smiles and does whatever. And of course we have disagreements, LIKE ALL THE TIME, but, it's natural. He is coming down to take care of me today, and will probably be here till wednesday.
Edson and I sadly are not really talking. It's really upsetting, but I just can't play the bullshit drama game anymore. When him and john broke up, the world like fucking stopped. I was expected to stop being friends with John, who is one of my closest friends, and side with him. I had no intention of siding with anyone. I planned to keep a friendship with the both of them. I found out from Lea a few days ago, that the reason he was mad, was 2 weekends ago, I was supposed to go with him to some camping thing, and I had forgotten. He also, never had the curtosy, of reminding me. But, w/e. He asked what I did and I was tired and was like oh I'm not sure...and then I said that I drank with lea and people...and wen he asked where I said john's house. he took that as I was lying to him, and trying to cover it up. He has always said that I pick john over him, like it's some fucking race! i just don't have time for bullshit. If someone calls me and I'm not doing anything, I'm gonna hang out with them, if edson doesn't call me till 10pm and I'm expected to have time to chill...sorry...I feel terrible about everything that has gone on. But, just don't have the energy to deal with it.
i'm going to college in less than a month, for those of the people that want to get a phone call when I come home and want to still be a part of my life, know exactly who they are. I don't have time to play games and hang on to old-drama relationships, once I go to college, all the norwalk high drama, all the stupid norwalk shit; is over. I am starting a new stage in my life, I want it clear from drama, I know there will be enough at school.
Joey
joey