90 degrees in the shade
ahhh it's so hot in here that i can't think straight. which is bad b/c i have and essay and 2 exam reviews to prepare over then next three days... bleh
Good Things About Going Home For the Rest of Summer
- air conditioning ~as much as i say that i hate it, it's much much better then sweating to death
- NO MORE WORK, hooray my mind can take a much needed break
- i get to hangout with alot of high school ppl's who i haven't seen in a while and a couple that i see alot anyways
- there is a dishwasher
- i wont have to buy my own food
my mother and my relationship has really changed alot over the past year. she is less controlling (actually not controlling at all, weird) and we actually sit down and have conversations where i tell her things. in most cases i dont' even lie or try to hide things that i know she will disapprove of anymore. which i must say is a real first. we've become more friends then the totalitarian relationship that we had in the past. I actually called her this year on more then one occasion just b/c i wanted someone to talk to. But all of this might be contingent on the fact that i dont' live there anymore, and more importantly my sister doesn't. So we will see if this holds true over the course of the summer or if we just go back to being somewhat strangers living in the same house. Any of you who have grown up with me, are aware of the fact that my mom has always been a big big worrier and often acts somewhat irrationally. all of that has seemed to have changed since rhonda got kicked out last august. like i was saying i hope that things dont' go back to the way that they use to be. I have a feeling that they wont :)