Down to the wire,
Only one more day before I start my new job, I am apprehensive because I have been looking so long for a job, that I have become complacent with not working. I gave up on finding something that I could be good at and make a fair wage. I have started to plan out how much I need to save each month from my new job to replenish my savings. Regrettably I have spent most of my saving. I have my retirement money that I have not touched yet, but if things don’t turn around financially I will be forced to cash in one of my CD’s. I have gave up a lot of luxuries just to prolong cashing in a CD. sometimes I think I should just ask my family for money and go down that path, but I compare that to getting money from a mob family. Sure they will give it to you as much as you ask for no cap on the amount, but you know … a time will come to pay it all back plus interest. I don’t even want to think about that right now. Last night my sister stayed the night we just laid around and watch tv. We had lunch with a friend and I dropped her off at my grandmother’s house this afternoon and came home and clean house got wash done. If I can get motivated to get my fat ass on the treadmill tonight and find a good movie or show on tv it would be a successful day.