fucking pissed off
I've never been so mad in my life...so Kevin...who i liked for 2 and a half years tells me ealier...like in June that he wants to be friends with benefits. And, that he's been interested in me for so long...So we hang out on Sunday...he says the only reason he made out with me was because he thought i was Eva...I was like OMG...you have no chance with her...she doesn't like you. And..court, alisha and i are all hanging out and i was trying to call him to hang out ealier and he wouldn't answer, so alisha calls him and he comes over. So he leaves and i was like "is the only reason you came over earlier was because alisha was here?" and he was like "yea, basically." and i was like "thought so, why in the hell would you lead me on, when i was doin so good not liking you anymore?" (i had a crush on his ugly, big nosed ass for 2 and a half years) he was like "stop fucking talking to me, i don't like your ugly, fat ass" so i told alisha's b/f Will about kevin only being here because he thought he was gonna get lucky with Alisha. I've never been one to hate someone, but i'm really hating Kevin right now.
I hung out with Chris the night before last. that was fun, except he made a point to talk about Desi a few times, knowing that i like him and hate Desi for having him. I asked Chris why he's with her if he all he does is complain and he was like i guess it's a love/hate relationship. I just don't get it.
My mom told me yesterday to be patient...i'm sorry, but i'm not gonna wait around forever. He has until before RC comes back to make a move...or i give up on him.
I just don't get why every guy i like has to lead me on...except RC. RC likes me but is gone until December...someone please tell me why every guy i like has to fuck me over??? Please...someone tell me what i'm doing wrong? If i'm doing anything wrong???
I hung out with Chris the night before last. that was fun, except he made a point to talk about Desi a few times, knowing that i like him and hate Desi for having him. I asked Chris why he's with her if he all he does is complain and he was like i guess it's a love/hate relationship. I just don't get it.
My mom told me yesterday to be patient...i'm sorry, but i'm not gonna wait around forever. He has until before RC comes back to make a move...or i give up on him.
I just don't get why every guy i like has to lead me on...except RC. RC likes me but is gone until December...someone please tell me why every guy i like has to fuck me over??? Please...someone tell me what i'm doing wrong? If i'm doing anything wrong???