goodness and badness are always together...
it has been a rather interesting day, to say the least...
work was really emotional. i don't know if that's the best way to put it, but emotions were running high, both in the happy way and then suddenly in the sad, confused way. i got to see my infatuation today, on his day off, which was rather interestingly wonderous. he looked soooooooo good, i can't believe it. i didn't even recognize him for goodness sake! wow, i was just flying high after looking into those gorgeous eyes of his *grin* so yes, i was flying high for a while.
after lunch at around 230pm (maybe 2-3 hours afterwards) i had this bitch of a customer. he was mean, senile, and just kept making all these horrible comments to me about everything. and the stupid thing is, his return wasn't even complicated. it was routine, simple, nothing else. but he was such an asshole to me and literally i totally lost control. i don't know what was so different about him and all the normal bitches that come to me, but for some reason, he just got to me. i managed to get through the transaction without sobbing, but as soon as that bastard left the store, i sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. the next customer, who saw most of it, was very patient and calm and tried to calm me down, but it was insanity. i couldn't believe what a jerk this bastard was. *sigh* bastard. i'm still getting worked up.
how come people are so damn mean? who the hell pissed in their cornflakes?
anyways, i grew a new appreciation for everybody around. they were all pretty cool about me having this freak crying attack and it all went well. i feel like there are more wonderous people. funny how whenever something poopy happens to someone, everyone else pulls together. so yes, i have "big brother" watching me at all times by the name of jason *grin* so rock.
so i am very twitterpatted over my infatuation once more and it is just so pleasant... assholes should be shot and CSI is gonna be on tonight, "Grave Danger," so i'm gonna do my math homework and totally not think about that asshole...
pink shirts are sexy once again, if u saw how beautiful he looked today...
one more random comment: 21 is my lucky number. on a happiness/twitterpatted scale, it was 10. and then with all the messed-up assholeness at Lowe's, my frustration/sadness was at a 10. funny how those two extreme emotions somehow hafta be together... but one must know sadness to recognize happiness, i guess... and so random that it happens on the 21st of september, a day that's supposed to be lucky and good or whatever you wanna call it...
work was really emotional. i don't know if that's the best way to put it, but emotions were running high, both in the happy way and then suddenly in the sad, confused way. i got to see my infatuation today, on his day off, which was rather interestingly wonderous. he looked soooooooo good, i can't believe it. i didn't even recognize him for goodness sake! wow, i was just flying high after looking into those gorgeous eyes of his *grin* so yes, i was flying high for a while.
after lunch at around 230pm (maybe 2-3 hours afterwards) i had this bitch of a customer. he was mean, senile, and just kept making all these horrible comments to me about everything. and the stupid thing is, his return wasn't even complicated. it was routine, simple, nothing else. but he was such an asshole to me and literally i totally lost control. i don't know what was so different about him and all the normal bitches that come to me, but for some reason, he just got to me. i managed to get through the transaction without sobbing, but as soon as that bastard left the store, i sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. the next customer, who saw most of it, was very patient and calm and tried to calm me down, but it was insanity. i couldn't believe what a jerk this bastard was. *sigh* bastard. i'm still getting worked up.
how come people are so damn mean? who the hell pissed in their cornflakes?
anyways, i grew a new appreciation for everybody around. they were all pretty cool about me having this freak crying attack and it all went well. i feel like there are more wonderous people. funny how whenever something poopy happens to someone, everyone else pulls together. so yes, i have "big brother" watching me at all times by the name of jason *grin* so rock.
so i am very twitterpatted over my infatuation once more and it is just so pleasant... assholes should be shot and CSI is gonna be on tonight, "Grave Danger," so i'm gonna do my math homework and totally not think about that asshole...
pink shirts are sexy once again, if u saw how beautiful he looked today...
one more random comment: 21 is my lucky number. on a happiness/twitterpatted scale, it was 10. and then with all the messed-up assholeness at Lowe's, my frustration/sadness was at a 10. funny how those two extreme emotions somehow hafta be together... but one must know sadness to recognize happiness, i guess... and so random that it happens on the 21st of september, a day that's supposed to be lucky and good or whatever you wanna call it...