I think I may be bordering on a panic atack...
I have an 80.5 in math 110. I have to have a C at least to get into math 115. I need math 115 to graduate. I have a math test tomorrow I’m going to fail.
I have 18 credit hours next semester and the next semester also. I found out that I'm missing a social science. I may have to stay an extra semester because of social science. I may be able to take the history and social science CLEP but it isn’t accepted by liberty after august.
I just went to a wedding last weekend and its making me realize how much I have to do. We have to find an apartment. We have to reserve a hotel for our honeymoon. I don’t have a caterer. I don’t have a cake. I don’t have a dj. I don't know how my reception is going to get decorated. We still have to do our marital counseling. I have to finish invitations. I have to get my dress altered.
I feel like the Studio isn't going anywhere and its my fault.
I'm broke.
My back is hurting constantly because I don’t have a mattress.
I cant stop stressing about other people:
Vicki's finances, Nycole's well-being, My brother lost his job, My mom wants my dad to come home, Arthur's pending job and managing at Upper Crust, Christal because I never keep in touch with her, My old PG girls because I never keep in touch with them...
And all along my palm pilot is dead so I can’t put things on there as I think about them which means that I have to remember them all the time so I don’t forget.
I think I may explode. I know my life isn’t horrible and things could be worse but I don’t know that I can handle all of this.
"Some days my strength walks out
Some days I can't go out
It is for real
We can walk about
We can work it over and over and over...
I've got a good mind to throw it all away..."
-frou frou
I have 18 credit hours next semester and the next semester also. I found out that I'm missing a social science. I may have to stay an extra semester because of social science. I may be able to take the history and social science CLEP but it isn’t accepted by liberty after august.
I just went to a wedding last weekend and its making me realize how much I have to do. We have to find an apartment. We have to reserve a hotel for our honeymoon. I don’t have a caterer. I don’t have a cake. I don’t have a dj. I don't know how my reception is going to get decorated. We still have to do our marital counseling. I have to finish invitations. I have to get my dress altered.
I feel like the Studio isn't going anywhere and its my fault.
I'm broke.
My back is hurting constantly because I don’t have a mattress.
I cant stop stressing about other people:
Vicki's finances, Nycole's well-being, My brother lost his job, My mom wants my dad to come home, Arthur's pending job and managing at Upper Crust, Christal because I never keep in touch with her, My old PG girls because I never keep in touch with them...
And all along my palm pilot is dead so I can’t put things on there as I think about them which means that I have to remember them all the time so I don’t forget.
I think I may explode. I know my life isn’t horrible and things could be worse but I don’t know that I can handle all of this.
"Some days my strength walks out
Some days I can't go out
It is for real
We can walk about
We can work it over and over and over...
I've got a good mind to throw it all away..."
-frou frou